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Let me be.

2011-07-31T16:03:00.001+08:00

Sometime i just don't know what i am doing now.
Just let me be silence for a moment.

Time to lay low.

2011-06-22T02:41:00.002+08:00

Well, recently i am getting more and more lethargic.
Decided to do alot of things.
Main point is i wanna stop what am doing now.
It's stupid. Just gonna wash my hands off things.

Time to stop trying and understanding some stuff.
I am just not a nice person.
No more deep thoughts for me. Just gonna rest for now.

What matters most was my old cliques and my career.
Gonna change my lifestyle for a better.
This few weeks i just felt myself getting weaker.
Maybe health isn't that well i guess.

Hoping to do a full body check up soon.
And one more important thing, I am very grateful to have a brother like Renjie.
Even if we knew not long enough. But he understands me.
Talking to him, sharing stuff with him and hanging out with him and his cliques is very fun and interesting. Simply, i just feel ease.
He is a thoughtful brother and caring one too.
He said that he will accompany me to do a full body checkup if i have the money already. I'm so glad in a way.

Other then him, there are other brothers and sister who loves me and care for me.
And even friends. Just wanna thanks them so so much for being with me even if they are there or not. It has been a great time guys.

You guys have been part of my life like a family. I appreciate whatever you guys have done (: You guys are the most beautiful people i have ever met. Faces of you guys will always printed in my heart. Just simply love you guys for who you are and accepted the me for who i am. A big thanks to you all <:

Well, will blog soon. Feeling abit tired now.
Hope to get my dream cam soon.
Ciaos for now.

Change of mind

2011-06-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

I thought for quite some time since monday.
And as i thought. I couldn't hold grudges for long.
Plus, I don't really hate anyone.
I just need to give myself a chance.
Taking a gamble for now.

I decided some things that would change myself.
But its just a trial.
I'm still not sure how far could i get.
But I wanted to see it for myself.
I just hope i could get over my past.

Pray hard that my trial would hurt much.
Giving myself a chance for now.
Rather then me rewinding those smiles by myself.
I could see things more clearly now.
Just hoping.

Gonna meet K later.
Ciaos.
Wish myself luck.

Unable to accept that love that is going around.

2011-05-30T13:33:00.004+08:00

Once again, i chose to revive my blog,
though i am just always saying that i wanted to blog again.
But now, other then this blog, I don't really wanted to say things out to anyone like how i was used to be. I just wanted to voice it out here.
If anyone bother to read it that is (:

Well, time really pass by fast. Lots of things happen.
Many unexpected things happens too.
I have never felt so shocked before.
Guess that, i didn't see that coming.

What is it like to fell in love, feel love or even, someone knew your presence.
It seems like i have always reckon others presence but neglect my own presence instead.
I won't mention names but i will just put it as 'K'. I bet he knew himself.

I doesn't deserve such good treatment from him though. Cause i knew myself, I just couldn't accept that love given. Im just not ready enough. I don't force or begged others to stay by my side. Quite pathetic as i could say. I just want a simple life.
I could see the effort he put, the changes he made. But no matter what, he is still young. I prefer maturity and speaks with confidence. It hurts to say. But i can't see myself with him.

But sometimes, im just felt so bitch! Sometimes i wish i could hug him or stuff. But that was just using. I often restrain myself from doing that. I can be cruel sometimes. But he doesn't care. Why bother to care and concern without any return?
It was as good as suicide. Maybe i still can't accept that the fact that his past love life do shocked me. I felt insecure and scared.

I doesn't want to accept anyone else. Im shut to myself in my heart. Strong on the outer, weak in the inner. No matter what is coming for me. I will just push every guy away. At least, i don't have to decide who and the path i took. Pressure i guess. Unable to accept the thing called love.

I hope that I would walked out from my past as soon as possible.
Me, myself, is not sure when i will be able to walk out.
Just trying not to think, smiling as usual.
Time heals. Well, no exact time given when to stop. Will just have to keep walking.

Emo? Nahs, Not anymore.
Writing it out makes me feel less burden. Though it all sounds stupid.
But well, am myself. I don't need any others to approve the person i am.
Time for a break off the lappie.
Ciaos.

SICK OF THIS LIFE.

2011-01-13T19:04:00.002+08:00

TIME TO GET REAL AND HANDLE MY LIFE SERIOUSLY.
NO MORE CHILD'S PLAY OR WHATEVER SHYT.
TIME TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER AND NOT LOOKING BACK.

DETERMINED AND FINAL.
NO MORE CHANGES.
NO MORE DRAGGING PEOPLE IN TO MY LIFE.
SHOULDN'T HURT ANYONE ANYMORE.
NOT TO LET THEM WORRIED ANYMORE.

I SHOULD LEAD MY WAY.
AND I WILL.

WOOHOO! I just love my ic!

2010-12-29T01:35:00.008+08:00

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! MY IC IS BACK~
Well, am alittle crazy i guess. But i got to party once again!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Awesome or what >< Anyways, today quite a slackin' day for me.

Went to get my ic in the morning, return to my mum's salon around noon.
This few days is quiet. BUT, no worries! Am here to work and entertain my mummy! :D
Just hope that next year would be a great year for her and family (:

After work is always my leisure time!
Went to shishaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa @ bugis with Kuan and Joseph!
Im kinda like lazy to post the photos.
But a few will do the trick :D

Tml gonna go PH for party! Woohooo!
That's for now.
Ciaos!

Done!

2010-12-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

Finally, finish the bleaching for Zenneth's hair.
Phew! A long day indeed.
Quite bastard though my bro.
Keep bomb me time but late come as usual.
Getting used to his pattern already. Haha.

Anyways, kinda like his hair though.
But tiring after the whole process.
I will get his new hair color photo to showcase.

Tml gonna be a long day working.
Gonna check my mails and reply the others.
Though the whole day was damn damn damn tiring,
I finally have a GOOD piece of news to celebrate!
Hohohohohohoho~
MY WALLET WAS FOUND!
WAAAAHOOOO! I don't have to spend 60bucks for my ic!
Geessss, am really lucky this year man.
What ever is lost this year, can be found!!

Well, time to rest!
Gonna retrieve my wallet tml and work and shishaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Nights people!
Ciaos!
woohooooo~

MERRY XMAS to all! :3

2010-12-25T17:22:00.013+08:00

Such a long time since i ever touch my blog. Guess i should update abit ya.
First of all, MERRY XMAS TO ALL LOVELY SIS&BROS AND THE REST! :3
Hope everyone had fun this year and embrace those wonderful memories for the year.

Hmmm, lots of things happen ever since i stop blogging.
Well, i won't be saying much in detail.
But i have to thanks someone in heart.

That person is Kuan.
He brought me to places that seems like you could throw your unhappiness and bad thoughts away.
He is really nice. But I don't wish to make him wait for a person like me.
I know i shouldn't say that. But i really hope you will be happy even w/o me.
I'm just not that shooting star that shines so brightly as you think.

But its really great to know you babe.
Memories kept deep down in heart.
Looking up into the sky and really could pretends airplanes like shooting star (:
Am sorry i can't give you an exact answer.
Unsure, uncertain, unable feeling for now.
Let nature takes its course.
Don't feel hurt if you sees this. At least i want you to know that you are a awesome friend so far♥

A few pictures of places he take me too, and knew some of his awesome friends (:
On the cable car; jewelbox :D

Play Ramen @ NEX mall

Hardrock Cafe Orchard; V3

Its been a lovely xmas though.
Meeting ups and gathering with old buddies :3
Partying like an animal.
Having fun like noone knows.
Hope everyone will remember those fun times we had.
Ciaos for now.

FS 21st B'day Celebration <:

2010-07-26T18:04:00.011+08:00

Firstly ,
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO FAN SHENG♥

Meet 6pm at FS house first and head for steamboat at geylang lorong 23 :3
Teck Soon , Wei Hao , Yan Xiang , Me , Pamela , Larry , Jeremy , Kai Lun , and his gf , Eve and FS are ready to set off (: woots !

Everyone was so excited and hyper .
A short info to everyone , above names mention are all childhood friends for 10 YEARS already ! Time flies , its been such a long time since we met up (: Its a reminisce for all of us and memories to keep for life ..

anyway back to the post ,
finally we reach there , and Qian Bi's family and Eleanor's family already reach there (:

auntie margaret saw me and grab my hand and say , are you pearlyn ? i was like shocked and reply ya . haha . she said that i have change so much . and prettier . but do i ? nahs . i just find myself normal . my changes shocked them though . maybe cause the time flies ..

After the short conversation ,
Our Steamboat Feast has started !♥

That ends the steamboat feast :D

After dinner , we went to Hougang plaza for pool session xD
It was fun and crazyy while playing .
Everyone have a great time especially FS (:
He has been like a big bro to us since we knew each other .
We are gladly to have each others till time passed by slowly [:

Bout 12 plus am , didi came , so is Takeshi and Zacky .
Takeshi said he had something for me .
I was shocked . Am always having surprises by them .
Am glad to have them and everyone else (:
Takeshi baked chocolate sponge cake for me xDDD
and you know whats the best part ?!
Is that it contains alcohol !!
Bailey and Rum ! woots !
I feel like a ~~alcoholic~~ man xPP !

Thanks Dodo ♥

After pool session with didi , zw and dodo ,
its again ZOMBIE KILLING time !!
wakaka ! this time we played the new map :D
Damn hard to play man ! But its so exciting xDDD
WEEEEE ~

Time really fly fast .
Its 4plus am when we ended the game .
Went to 24hr kopitiam to sit down and rest abit before going home .
Weather starts to turn chilling .

Its started to rain heavily when we are heading home .
Dodo and zw took cab home .
Didi and me , walk home and drenched in the rain .
Damn it ! the rain is super heavy !
Drenched like a wet chicken -.-
An the wind was blowing and its damn fuckin' cold !

Flag cab for didi ,
and i head home too .
Reach home bout 6am .

A short sum for my day ,
though fun time passes fast ,
smiles are seen on everyones face .
seeing this moment , make me felt ever happy .
memories are captured in heart and in mind .
Those are called friends who create an album in your mind .
never leave you unless they are given up .
you guys make a wonderful album in my heart .
i enjoyed every moments and cherish it ♥

tags replies
ruyu: wah pear ur song make me damn emo -.-"
Pearl: LOL . you like this song ah ? haha . i super like this song meaning :3

Last Saturday Crazeeeeee :3

2010-07-26T17:29:00.008+08:00

Was too tired to post , so gonna briefly sum up on Sat .

Was actually not supposed to go out that day ,
but manage to go out to party with my BS , BFF and Jason Ang on that night xD

3 of us [sara , me and jon] went to Rebel first to wait for Jason :D
THE MUSIC GETS US GOING HIGH . Woots !
Was damn happy and high not because of the music .
But because of my BFF and BS right beside me <:
I was damn happy cause its the first time we could club together xP

Jason came around 10plus going to 11pm :D
And his friend also came .
Derek came too but we are not clubbing together .

In the club , 4 of us met a guy who dance damn power !
His dancing is like wow ! So he join us on and off :D

The 4 us party till we are damn damn tired ,
the atmosphere , the music and crowd kept us partying till we drop :D

We party till 4am and is already worn out .
Sat at MAC for drinks and flag a cab around 5plus am .
Everyone is so tired zzz
But we have a great night out together :D
Hope that we can club someday again :D

tags replies
derick oppa: LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA~
Pearl: mai bo liao la . act cute sibo ? LOL

I simply ♥ my BFF & BS <:

2010-07-23T16:14:00.010+08:00

Though am tired , sick and kinda lazy ,
I have been thinking thru what i wanted for my life .
But after meeting jon and sara , i always felt extremely great when i am with them .
This is the mini clique i wanted since ages ago .
It doesnt have to be a big group to hang out .
Even if its just the 3 of us .
The feeling is just so great (:
Unexplainable kinda feeling <:
I hope that the feeling last long .

We took some pictures along the way though :D

~~See no evil , Hear no evil , Speak no evil ♥ :D~~

This what it meant to be happy , cause i have them .
They are the precious things that i have (:

It always will be . Thanks them them for being there when i need them .
Having fun , joy , laughter , sadness and craze together .
Much love ♥♥

tags replies
derick oppa: so luo suo sia u!! blog nia need to write till so detail for wad??!! get well soon *****!! :D
Pearl: when i am happy i type the full thing . I like it ♥ -.- you scold me bi-tch ! hate you sia D:

Mosquito BITES -.-

2010-07-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

Reach home this morning around 4plus 5 am .
I was damn lazy and slackin' yesterday .
Was a bit reluctant to head out but in the end ya , head out .
Bout 7 plus , met Danny and his gf , Kaixin for fishing at Punggol End ! :D
I really have interest in fishing but always no fish to be hooked up that is .

Anyway , we went quite deep into the beach side .
Its windy but way too much MOSQUITOESSSSSSS !!
Haven even start fishing and its like meal for those hungry mosquitoes .
Damn those blood suckers !

Funny thing is that the couples like having picnic . Haha . Food prepared , drinks prepared , Rod prepared , reels and all . BUT lack of insect repellent x.x
So end up have more bites from the bloodsuckers then the fish biting our hooks . haha .

Just passed 10mins and Danny have reeled back an eel 0.0 impressive ! but poor eel was entangled . Kinda sad for that eel ): But we manage to untangled the eel .

Around 9plus , i have to rush to meet Eve and all , cause i promised that i would come even though he is there . So i walked quite long to exit the beach . Way too deep inside . haha .

Manage to came out and waited for the bus . Took train , reach Dhoby Ghaut around 10.30pm .
Meeting them at Yoshi's restaurant . At first was reluctant to head in . But whatever it is , I chose to face it , so just went in .

Have a little chat with Eve , Jiawei , Yoshi and Reno . Then Takeshi came . We had fun in that conversation . I have totally blanked out his presence , since we have nothing to add on cause conversation leads to quarrel .

Around 11pm , Eve and her bf gonna go , him and his friend also went off .
Left me and the rest . Zacky came . Waiting for Yoshi to end work and packed up .
Gonna go for ZOMBIE KILLING !
L4D2 !!!

Before going there , Takeshi and Zacky was talking about baking a birthday cake for me :D
Was way too awesome man ! Too excited ! . The best thing is that the cake contend ALCOHOL ~
I am super damn freakin' hyper and happy when i heard that .

It would be the bestest thing for my birthday ! (:
I am glad to have them , their companied is a gift . I recovered fast because they are right there . Thanks guys ♥

Bout 12am , we left that place and send Yoshi to flag a cab .
The four of us went to dome for killing spreeeesssssssssss ~
Game ended about 1 plusam .

Zacky and Takeshi have camp so they headed home first and drop me and jiawei at clark quay .
Cause jiawei wanted to drink and i accompanied .
I miss clubbing and wanted to club but was wearing slippers so ya wasted . haha .
We went to Yello Jello for a drink and went off around 3am .
Went to mac and chit chatted till 4plus am .

And head home .

Upon reaching home , i sum up my summary for the day .
My flash thru the scenes i of today that happen and i was contented after all .
Cause i gave myself a space to breathe .
I dont have to think what have been going on for this 2weeks .
Am having peace and reminisce in my heart .
I cherish what i could cherish but what's not rightfully mine , its not mine .
No point hanging on . I still have you guys in return .
Thanks for cheering me up and be there for me .
I appreciate every single one of you in heart ♥ (:
Am so looking forward to august . I will be waiting <:

tags replies
derick oppa: u shud change ur blog and put up more pics and colours pls:D
derick oppa: and and and change ur fonts too pls cos ur fonts are too small le:X i abit *chairman* :P
derick oppa: get well soon Miss Prawn:> imma Abit miss u:X
Pearl: Nahs , don't want to . Cause this is my style <: I like the font to be small ley :D Thanks babe , I knew you miss me <: haha .

Back and broken .

2010-07-20T15:46:00.003+08:00

I am back to posting though i might not post much .
Things isn't good these feel weeks as it had been seems quite like a hell already .
I have something to hold on yet , its hard to grab on to it .
That small wish i wanted to fulfill so much had became a nightmare for myself and for the others .

I felt that i have owe too much to those who care .
To eve , reno , jiawei , tianyi , yoshi , danny , kaixin , takeshi , jon bff , sara bs , ignatius and derick oppa :

Thanks for the care and concern you guys showed and participate in .
I really feel contented when you guys are there for me and cheer me up .
I have failed to be that pearlyn you guys knew .
But i will promised to stand up once again and change for the better .

I guess that , there isnt anything for me to hold on much longer .
Whatever the conversation that is brought up means nothing to him .
Whatever i said he wont listen , to him is all nonsense , like a mirror reflect .
No point of view . But still , i took the bad guy term , cause i cared .

But for now , i no longer have the position of voicing out again .
I gave up not because i am tired or don't love him , its that , we cant be the way back then .

I will walk my path by myself as i promised .
I wont cling on to what you already have .
Telling you this here , if you see it or not .
You have thought me something precious .
You are no longer mine to hold .
Be bliss and everyone will too .

Stop crying and be childish of the bickering .
I hate it all . You can do much better .
She will took care of you .

Its not all your fault cause both of us have a part to play .
You should know it yourself .
You now have everything , its just and exclude of me in that picture right now .
It will be a memories to keep and mistake to learn from .
Quarreling is just an excuse for us .
Face to face talk and truth will show up .

Disappearance of you doesn't solve the situation right now .
SO FACE IT !
I don't choose to walk out . but you make me do that just for your sake .
Ending your misery soon will be better .
I should throw away my shattered heart and replaced with a full metal heart .
I guess that , this is the last time i gonna shattered my heart for someone .
I am all done .
I have done my part .
Take care of yourself like you mean it .

Say goodbye to infatuated love
tags replies
LISHAN: hahah then meet up soon lo! btw ur blog post so confusing ):
Pearl: Alright xiaobai (:

Givan: Relink
Pearl: Re-linked :D

derick oppa: get well soon dude:> waiting for u to on bt seems dat u nvr on for the whole night:X abit sian d~
Pearl: thanks babe <: miss me isit ? haha . call me la . or text .

WAAAAAAAAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

2010-05-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

Alrights ! I have survive the unbearable !
And today , am happy to shout oooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttt
M I S S I O N . A C C O M P L I S H E D . !

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots ~
Well , tml i gonna have fun till the max .
Blasting the speaker , having a party , woots !
Its just crazy and I'm looking forward to it !

Gonna pack my bags and prepare some stuff there !
Seeya :D

SCREWED MYSELF !

2010-05-14T15:33:00.002+08:00

Even though i hated you , am not happy with you , i don't wanted to be in contact with you ,
I still do my best ! I really tried . Grudges , Vengeance , arghhhh ! Just fcuk it !

I swear i wont lay a single finger on you ! And i will !
Its my fault that the cloth on the floor is not widely spread .
But don't you think you are too much and your harsh words and your loud voice ?!

You wanted to go to the hospital ! , then just go . I dont care anymore .
I don't wanna bear that pain again . screwed myself !!!

the worst day ever for today , i learn something , if i had never been born , life wont be so hard . and i cant carried on typing .

Tears just roll down more and more ..

TGIF = Thanks Guanyinma , Its Friday :D

2010-05-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~
TOMORROW IS FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY xDDDDDDD
I can redeem my freedom on Sat already ! Woots !
And its party all the way ~

No more attitude ,
No more commands ,
No more service !

One more day and its my party and don't you ever try to crash my party !
Am not going to care about him anymore .
Time to draw my career line further (:

tags replied
Jon: ah pok, ur two week finish already anot
Pearl: Waa , you got read my blog de ah ? How you know i got use my blog back ? soon le . sat night my maid coming back . why ya ?

Another Day , Seems so long ..

2010-05-13T12:04:00.002+08:00

Yawns~
Its another day but time seems to pass by slowly .
Was hoping that tiem would fly pass faster then i thought but its just an excuse to run away from it .
Am just tired to see the same person infront me .

If i could just blind my eyes ,
blocked my ears ,
and feel the surroundings .
What i really want is silent and peace .

Temper is always not good when i am home .
I will try to refrain from that .
Will focus on the stuffs i am looking forward now .

tags replies
如玉: BOOOOOOOOOOOO :DDDD
Pearl: BOOOOOOOOOOOYA BABE ! xDD

WOOTS ! :D

2010-05-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

Rawrs ! Am back to blog again .
Kinda bored and stuck at home .
Ain't having a good mood lately .
Damn tired and restless .
But ! am counting down for my sis 21st chalet !
Alright !

Anyway , today , as per normal .
Don't really wanted to touch my dad .
I can't control that feeling but to don't scream at him .
Bruises here and there cause he causes it .
Just an apology also seems hard to hear .

I don't really cares what is he thinking or whatsoever .
His my dad , but ain't understanding .
Like a emperor at home but does nothing about getting himself healthy .
Always depend on others and no gratitude given .

Seriously , am not close to him and from young till now ,
we always have communication breakdown .
Am doing it just for the sake for my sis and my mum .
I'm not what they think a good daughter .
I'm not doing this to redeem my sin .
Am not going closer to him and not in the future .
Cause the past haven change any between me and my dad .
No matter what i do , there this thing called trust which does not exist in us .

I have done what a daughter should do .
Time for me to focus on something more useful then finding that trust back .
To me , its not important anymore .

He had already broken that kinship long ago when i was born .
Will not care much after my maid had returned .
It shall end soon ..

X'mas coming !

2009-11-30T01:46:00.002+08:00

Oh boy ! Cant wait for Xmas xD
Awaiting to gather round again with my friends and buddies !
Yipppy !!!!!

Will there be something special in return ?
Hahaha . Excited though .

Plus twinny's tagging also ending soon xD
CONGRATS Twinny ! You have done well and be guaii .
P.S Meet up soon yea :D

December here i come xPP

CIAOS !

Exams FINISH !!

2009-11-23T17:29:00.003+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!
Practical Exams is over !
Now awaiting for theory exam (:

Now is party time xDDDDDDD
Anyone wanna join me ? hahaha !

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssxxxxxxxxxxxx ~~~~~

TAGGES REPLIED
kenrick: seeing your 04/11 post, is like stunning in the middle of the traffic light..
Pearl: Huh ? What is there to stun ?

phoebe: hello jiejie =D i change blog!! relink @ http://untouched-the-truth.blogspot.com/ THANKS JIE<3
Pearl: helloos meimei :D No prob (: re-linked le :D

Ciaos !

Left two more modules man ! xD

2009-11-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh !!
I did it man !! I conquer perm and set ! Yes ! I finish earlier then i thought x)
Glad that this module is over ..

Now left only Coloring and Cutting !
WHO WANT BE MY MODEL ?!?!? PLEASE CONTACT ME !
Ciaos !

3 more modules to go !

2009-11-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

Gosh ! Today just finish wash and blow only , but felt as if heart gonna drop x(
rofl ! Its like so pressurize siia .
All the seniors there are much more skillful then me .
All looking at me >.<
They are so fast !! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Anyway,tml will be more hectic !!
PERM AND SET ! 3hrs duration !
Somemore is brick-style . Sians half !
I gonna flunked this man !
GOD BLESS ME MAN !

GAMBATTE !

EXAMS !

2009-11-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

COOL SHYT ALL WHAT !
Its exams later !
Gosh ! Stress man !!!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

But chill . After 4 days is my holiday already ! whoosh !
ALL the best to myself ~
JIAYOU ALL MDI COLLEAGUE !
CIAOS !

Left one more day to exam ..

2009-11-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

Haven had the time to update my post .
Was busying lately .
Finding model and working and preparing for exams .
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !
Thats so much things to do .

Will still be posting but randomly .
See when i am free .
JIAYOU to me .
CIAOS !

I am getting the feeling back ..

2009-11-07T02:49:00.002+08:00

I thought this would ended in a hard way .
But then , when i talk thru with my mum ,
i think i getting back the feeling of happy .

Is the word cherish .
i wonder how this words has became part of me ,
and thanks to them . i realise that i may be wrong .
But i still can change my way of thinking .
This is the first time i say thanks to my mum and sis .

ppl do change . i do change too .
I am glad i still can turn back to them when i can .
But for some , i wont plead them for it .
Just have to change my point of view that's all .

exams is like next 2 weeks . hope i can pass .
Ciaos .

Screw-ed myself !

2009-11-05T17:21:00.003+08:00

Damn i'm screw-ed up !
I can feel that fear that struck thru my heart .
God damn it ! What am i searching for ?
What do i want ? What do i look for ?
This question has been flashing thru my mind for quite sometime .
My wish ? My career ? My Life ?
ARGH ! SO damn frustrating man ..

I am all screw-ed up .
There's nothing i can do .
No more quarrels or whatever shit .
I had to think carefully for now ..

Having headaches for 4 days already !
Farking pain ! sighs !
WHERE'S MY MEDICATION ?!
Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well
Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well
Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well
Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well
Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well Not well

I'm back :D

2009-11-04T02:32:00.004+08:00

Hellooos ppl .
I am back .
But still will randomly post if i wanted to ..

Anyway , just thinking , why am i stuck to that person .
Really dont know why is it him ..
I dont think he may look at me like he used to .

What am i hoping for ? I really dont know ..
That might be the 0.00000001% that he will even l_ _ _ me ..
Maybe i am dumb , or stupid ..
Just feel that way ..

How ?
What to do ?
I am intending to wait ..

STUBBORN ME !

Random posting of my thoughts . Haha . Dont mind that .

TAGGES REPLIED
kutti siao: hey pearl :DD tag tag u.. bo post le huh :) tckr tckr :D
Pearl: Hellos . lazy to post ;X you too (:

Ciaos !

MIA

2009-10-10T16:31:00.001+08:00

MIA-ING
Just wanna thanks teddy for everything and what we been thru , what we have do and the times we had .. Always my teddy (:

TAGGES REPLIED
teddy: WA BO LANG AI !!!! no ppl wan miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~
Pearl: LOL ! me is bo lang aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii waaaaaaaaaaaaa xD

twinny: ii noe she cute... she super cute~~~ LOL!! XPPPPPPPP gt alot guys will fall for her nxt 5 yrs,,, :X
Pearl: yeah .. there will be lots of ppl loving her (:

PAM: wah!!! we dont spend so much usually. hahas. just ytd. :D hope you enjoy the plan ytd. :D
Pearl: sorry to say that .. but i always the broke one . yes , i enjoyed .

en: tag arr tag.. lols..
Pearl: LOL . tagg tagg-ed (:

bye .

Embracing the smile , laughter and joy ..

2009-10-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

Congratulation to my cousin ,
Jun yuan and his wife , Nita ,
HAPPY NEWLY WEDDS :D

Attended their wedding on 2nd october ..
Its been such a long time since i ever seen my malaysian cousins ..
Well , i really miss them though (;
Although most of my cousins and relative thinks that i have change alot ..
Seriously yes .. Everyone see me as if a different person already ..
They miss me .. And i can feel it ..
Everyone was enjoying and having fun to max .
I brought up the atmosphere partly (:
No doubt i really enjoy hanging out with them .
I have lots of thoughts running thru my mind when i see them again .
Memories from that particular moment had make me think differently ..

I really see myself changing to the environment i am in ,
The people whom i see , the places i have go , the moments we had spent ..
I have really thought thru how my life would turn out and future path will be .
Its a tough route to go thru , but i hope at least i am not the only walking thru it ..
Hoping that at least i still had some friends and buddies to accompany me to walk thru the years .. Will there be any ? Are they willing to ? hmmm , i really dont know .. But what i know is that teddy and twinny is my closest buddies to me .. As long as i can see them happy and enjoying every moments , i am contented (: Even from far to see them smiling and laughing , those will be by best memories (;

I had drank quite alot of beers during the wedding dinner ,
but then i was not drunk .. Cause everything is still clear for me to see the memories i had stored in my heart ..
For the past eighteen years of my life , i never had an outing with my cousins to the club ..
But we did it after the wedding dinner is over (: This is the most happiest moments with m cousin , be it there is only one time happening ..
I do enjoy my day (: I never been to club before . But this would be the last (: and i mean it ..

Hmm , today , my child hood friends all gathered once more ..
Although not the full strength of them , but we still able to enjoy the moon cake festival celebration ..

Went to eat sushi buffet , then play pool and play candle ..
I went home after pool , never join them in candle playing ..
Kinda tired .. Plus going out with them always speng so much ..
Kinda regret ): But no choice . Once every festive season ..
I am not that closer to them though , cause i am always the one who cant make it cause of my family stuff .. In the clique , i am always the broke one . Thats why i dont wanna join them . Plus sometimes even been left out . But i dont really cares .

What i really hope now is to earn money soon ,
Really dont wanna owe many friends money ..
Money to me is a difficult word to see in my dictionary ..
I will return the money i borrowed soon to those who i owe .
I go sch just to pay off my debts to my friends .
I dont wanna owe any money already .. I feel so hopeless doing that .
Even if skipping off my breakfast , lunch and dinner , i will still pay them back rather then eat . No more pool , shopping or going for breakfast , lunch and dinner until i pay off the debts ! And i am serious bout it .. No breaking of the promises i had said ..
After i pay my debts off , then i will start doing or those again .
Sorry those who lend me so much money like teddy .. I will return you bit by bit .. So by then , teddy wait for me to pay you back .. Sorry ..

Lastly , i hope i can be a successful hairstylist in the future ..
Thats so much things i need to learn and discover . I will try my best in the carrer i have choosen .. Jia you to myself ba ..

For you guys info , i got a new haircut again .
Even shorter then now :X So those who cant accept how my hairstyle that would be keep changing then dont even say you like me .. I am not cute or pretty as you think .. I am normal k .. Be it whether you wanna call me butch or guy , i am fine with it . I dont care either .. So no point of demoralize my pride (: And dont regret to see me cause i never force you to .. Please kindly note this . Thanks .

TAGGES REPLIED
twinny: ur teddy.. super fierce ._." scary sia LOL! the next time we see her. guess she shoot till head drop
Pearl: hahaha . not really scary lar (: She is cute though xD Its ok de , i dont mind let her shoot de (: you be prepare first leh .. She shoot you more worst .____________."

teddy: yesterday just let u guys di di siao siao first xDD . mye mood come back sure let u both die! wahaha
Pearl: LOL ! i laugh laugh only xDD You both fight then funny siol ! hahah . nevermind lar .. I received all your bullet lar teddy xDD

Nadeline{{♥}}: I amm juxx a passer-by ~~ Taggiie
Pearl: Lol ? so random siia .______."

Will blog soon if i am able to use the modem or when i am free ..
Hope to hang out everyday and live to the fullest (:
Ciaos .

Just wanted to say i miss you (:

2009-10-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

Today just finish learning my forward graduation cut .
Later will be learning Graduation bob xD
Woohoo ~ Kinda excited :D

Well , just now after work , meet up with teddy and twinny :D
I am very happy to slack and chit chat with them like we used to ..
Its a feeling i knew it within myself (:

Hope that this feeling will continue ever till we are older (:
This memories will not only be remembered but also be within my heart ever thru out my life ..

Thanks for everything Teddy and Twinny (:
Thanks for accompanying me yea (:
You guys are the best :D

TAGGES REPLIED
teddy: he dun mind de la . cb mirror . hw wrote on his blog so big . say i got baboo face >.< really bull****
Pearl: LOL . Sure not ? haa . chill chill teddy xD mai angry >.<

teddy: both of u very GOOD ! baka hao di siao mii xD . i will revenge back ! wait and see . xP .
Pearl: LOL ! nothing to revenge lar teddy xD haha . relaxxxxxxxxxxxx xD

Nadeline{{♥}}: taggiiee--~~ tagg miii bak with ur url~~ thxx~~!!
Pearl: tagg-ed and link-ed ! you are ? 0.0

QTGaL: relink me thanks~ =)
Pearl: relink-ed ! (:

twinny: nt THAT heartless?? HAHA!! ii noe ii am la =) its ok.. HAHA!!! and ii nt shuaii ._."
Pearl: yeah , you are not (: you and teddy are the kind hearted person (: you are handsome lar xD

Miaoqi: Relink me. (:
Pearl: relink-ed {:

Ciaos !

super duper tired !

2009-09-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

Now started to learn haircutting skill le .
Not easy though .. But i will jia you de .

Yesterday after work , meet teddy and twinny .
Long time never see twinny le .. But still so shuai (:

Slack with them plus aini , teddy's friend .
I feel a urge to listen song , so i go emo half way .

They chat and laugh .. But me emo one side .
Lame right . stupid me , go emo for what =.=
But never mind lar .

Today sibei tired .. Dont know why also .
Really very tired .. As if i going coma soon .
I hope so ba .. Stress ? hmmm .. dont know ba ..

Hope can rest more though .. =/

TAGGES REPLIED
teddy: LOL !! u nv take it to mye heart .. i treat him like IMH ppl xDDD .. opss . cant say out horrs . shh
Pearl: hahah . i wonder what he will say if he sees this .. LOL ?

Ciao ..

What a day (:

2009-09-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is quite an enjoying day :D
Although i am late again ;X
But i went sch just working all day .

Hardly have time to rest .
Is the most hair wash i have to wash for a day xD
Omg ! Damn cool lar xDD

But then also quite tired >.<
Hmmm , Got lots of aunty say my hair color nice sia x)
Really quite ps lor . haha !

But yesterday i was very chatty !
Keep laughing and enjoying the conversation xD
Its quite fun xD

Later gonna go sch early ..
Will be learning haircut lo ..
yuppies xD

So when i learnt haircut already .
Next will be you guys ;D
Do you trust my skill ? hahahah .
joking ;X darn tired already !
Nights ppl !

TAGGES REPLIED
teddy: how i noe siol ... he go where oso ask mii die ... sadded =((
Pearl: rofl ~ Dont take it to heart lar teddy .. he playing de (:

en: hahas.. will de larr.. maybe durin de holidays or wad lo.. lols
Pearl: haha . sure sure (:

twinny: HAHA!! ii noe ii soo heartlesss.. xPPP syg teddy* xPPPPPPP!!!! weird sia.. xPPP HAHA!!!
Pearl: LOL ! so so lar . not that heartless lar (: rofl ~ not weird at all . cause she is your mirror xPP LOL !!

Ciaos ! x)

Red Species ! {♥}

2009-09-19T13:04:00.002+08:00

2 Days ago i redyed my hair ..
Went to my shop to dye . Free ma . LOL !
Dye super red siia . hahaha .
But i like the daring color ((:

Dye red doesnt mean i ah lian k !
SO dont call me ah lian -.-

Yesterday after work ,
Me , anne , ah chong , paul , xiao yun , eric and his gf , cherry went to catch a movie at ILUMA , Bugis ! xD
OMG lar ! I super sua ku lar . Iluma where i also dont know =x

Anyway , before the movie start , we went to eat ..
I only enough to pay the ticket but food no ..
But my colleages is very kind (:
They say pay slowly . Enjoy the moment xD

We went to MFM to have dinner .
The Manhattan Fish Market ! xD
The food is yummy-li-cious lar xDDDDDDDDDD

We took some photo there too xDD
Its a good outing though ..
First time with my colleage .. :D

Then after that we go and catch our movie !! xP
Whooosh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This movie super funny siia !!
Really enjoy ! Hope to watch second round ! LOL !
Guys i recommend you to watch this movie .

Its damn FUNNY !!!!!!!!!
Wont regret watching xDD

Really enjoy working and learning :D
Hope to be fast too (:

TAGGES REPLIED
shawn: Don't know lehs.. I'm so bored! :(
Pearl: Find your friends lor .. What to do ?

en: lols! hahas jus saw u ytd lo..
Pearl: LOL ! true lar . haha . meet up again lar xD

teddy: sob sob !!! mirror curse mii to hell T.T
Pearl: LOL ! so fierce ah ? haha . how come ? >.<

twinny: haha.. yup2... anyway meet up soon yeah :DD teddy can go die :D
Pearl: haha ! sure sure .. LOL . teddy will go emo wor . haha !

teddy: LOL !! come here oso ask mii die !!! o_O
Pearl: ROFL ! How come ah ? hahahaha xPPPP

Ciaos !

I'm fine now :D happy ba (:

2009-09-17T01:00:00.002+08:00

Today just replaced my card (:
Glad that i have replaced fast ..

Although quite shagged today ..
I enjoy working today :D
That aunty sabrina makes my day man !
Super cute nad funny lar she xDD
At first , me and my teacher Ah Kat wash together a long hair lady which is from the spa and beauty therapy room de ..
Then finish washing , time to blow ..

Then aunty sabrina teach me how to blow lar ! LOL !
Sibei funny xP We there playing here and there .
Laughing until we turn high siia ..
The best thing is that lady also enjoying with us lar .
Laugh together siia xDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Then like so fun lar , we still say next time wash another long hair again !
ROFL !!!

END SCHOOL AND WORK LO ~

Meet up with teddy for a chat :D
Fun siia . Talk until sibei funny .
Took bus at 11plus .
Ended quite satisfied :D

Moral of the story :
Care less , just enjoy every moment ,
And have fun always :D
I dont wanna other stuff to interfere with my life :D
Just go forward ba :D
SMILE AND LAUGH is the best medicine xPP !!

TAGGES REPLIED
shawn: Where got chill! Idiottttt! Meet up soon! (:
Pearl: LOL ! chill liao lar . hahah . sure (:

twinny: .____." scary or what... u like soo moody this few days/weeks? ok bah ._." wa mai huan lo can le ._.
Pearl: Hahaha .. Its already past . So dont bother that ba . (: No need to huan lo ma . You are not in the picture ma (: smile :D

CIAOS !

WTF LAR ! zzzzzzzzz

2009-09-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with these days .
Lot of problem and now is like .
Super damn farking suey lar !

Family quarrels , mum quarrels , friends attitude , cut my finger , injured my ankle , lost ez-link card now .
WTF lar ! I dont care liao lar .

Hate me , fight me , beat me , scold me , everything come lar .
Sick of the life now . Suay siiao until like that .
Nevermind liao lar .

Forget aout scolding that person .
End ties better .
Later gonna search again . siians lar .
suay life . fark life !

TAGGES REPLIED
hanyuan!: hi sweeheart(:
Pearl: not your sweetheart -.-

Brian
Pearl: Whatever lar .

shawn: Chill, all cool down. Viewed n tagged (:
Pearl: very chill liao . thanks .

Jin.Yee`♥: Welcome uhs TaiSun-AhMa. Fk care those people. :D
Pearl: Ok . Thanks :D

en: others maybe will be free.. but i onli friday den free.. cos i everyday work onli friday no work..
Pearl: icic . see how ba . i need exam soon le . will meet out gather again ba .. jy .

CIAOS -.-

Change your attitude please . zz

2009-09-15T01:17:00.006+08:00

Suay siao lar .
Yesterday while working i cut my finger deep . zz
Never mind lar .

Previous night quarrel with mum again .
siians lar . Stupid conversation .
Waste my time . Spoil my mood .

Then when out at 11plus just to use wireless .
Ask Brian out . Then he guai lan me .

Like i owe him . cb siia .

EH BRIAN , MY PATIENT TO YOU IS ALREADY THE LIMIT HOR . DONT SO GUAI LAN HOR .
I DIN OWE YOU OR FORCE YOU OUT K .
ALREADY TOLD YOU I WILL BE USING LAPPIE ALREADY RIGHT .
DONT GIVE ME THAT FARKING ATTITUDE .
HELP YOU SO MUCH NO USE .
IF YOU ARE SO INTO LOVE RIGHT NOW THEN DONT BOTHER TO FIND US OR LING .
I WARN YOU NOW . YOU SIBEI CB SIA . EH SAI LE HOR .
GOT GF JIU GUAI LAN LAR . FARK YOU LAR . NB .
I DONT FARKING CARE WHAT YOU THINK K .
PLEASE WATCH YOUR WORDS AND HOW YOU SPEAK .
YOU WANT GUAI LAN WITH ME THEN DONT REGRET .
I WILL DEBATE WITH YOU . PLEASE SEE THE SITUATION BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH .
MARK MY WORDS . NO MORE WARNING GIVEN TO YOU .

TAGGES REPLIED
en: hey.. chill larr.. anithing happen can come find us de.. smile larr!
Pearl: quite chill le hor .. you guys not free . not me . try smile lor .

Donovan: RELINK ME xDDDDDDDDDD
Pearl: RELINKE-D :D

teddy: sms better nth de mahhs ... wahahahahaha xDD
Pearl: hahah . i know (:

Jin.Yee`♥: TaiSun-AhMa, cheerup alrights ? ILoveYou! <3
Pearl: thanks TaiSun-NuEr (: I{♥}You too xD

Jr: Hais....JR here.....hope things will get alright.......u alway will be my good friend.....
Pearl: Thanks friend .. I hope so too . you are also too :D

Dulan one more time with you again , i will regard you as dead .
Mark my words . We not gonna interfere in your stuff anymore .
Please return teddy money asap . She is also in need k .

CIAOS !

Parents ? Family ? Understanding ? Farked them all ! nothing but shyt !

2009-09-13T17:26:00.006+08:00

Am i suay or whatever shyt ?
Use modem yesterday kena scold .
Fark my sis lar .
Sorry not sis . is BITCH !

She heng i din beat her till jialat .
She is gonna repay that .
Phone return nevermind de . I dont need your filthy phone .
I hate everything in the house . Especially family !
All die ! I HATE ALL OF YOU !!

Teddy came my house .
I wan her feel not siian .
But stupid quarrels always she involved !
I really dont wish to let her hear all those .
I am so sorry teddy ! Super sorry to let hear all those craps ..
I owe you far too much .
I will repay your kindness and all , i swear ..

Mum came back scold me like shyt .
I fark care her words and all .
YOU GUYS OWE ME ! DONT EXPECT MUCH CHANGES IN ME . I WONT BE THE CHILD YOU ALL WANT ME TO DO ALREADY . YOU GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT SHYT .

Since they treat me as dogs , living like dog .
I will be the dog you guys wanted .
And i make sure you guys repay .
DOnt tell me what shyt you guys treat me good or what .
Shut up and die lar .
All those craps are for you guys to hear and say . I not your kind .

To my DAD .
IF YOU WANTED TO REPEAT THIS SENTENCE '' I CAN BORN YOU OUT AND DESTORY YOU '' THAT MUCH . JUST SAY LAR HOR . MOCK AT MY WORDS AND WHAT I TRYINGTO TELL YOU . JUST CONTINUE . I TAKE CARE OF YOU , HELPING YOU TO DO THIS AND THAT . YOU ANGRY I DIAM DIAM . NOW YOU WANT TO MENTION ALL THE PAST OF MINE , THEN JUST DO IT .
AND ALSO , YOU ASK MY FRIEND TO BE WITNESS . I WILL MAKE SURE YOUR WORDS BE FULFILED ! YOU DONT MIND GOING JAILED JUST TO KILL ME ? I ALSO DONT MIND TO RETURN THE BODY AND SOUL BACK TO WHAT YOU CALLED FAMILY .

To my sis .
STOP INTERFERRING IN THINGS YOU SHOULD NOT SAY .
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT SHYT .
SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND DO YOUR STUFF .
YOU LIKE TO ADD MORE SALT IN THE WOUNDS ?
I WILL MAKE SURE YOU SWALLOW THE WHOLE PACKET OF SALT , I WILL FEED YOU WITH MY OWN HANDS .
AND DONT FARKING UNDERSTAND ME , WHEN YOU DONT . YOU ARE ALWAYS THE APPLE OF THE EYE IN THEIR EYES . I RECEIVED EVERY CANES , BEATINGS , SCOLDINGS , SLAPPING FROM THEM FROM YOUNG . YOU WILL REGRET WHAT YOU COUNT FROM ME NOW !

To my maid .
YOU BETTER SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH BITCH ! YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A MAID .
DONT LECTURE ME LIKE YOU KNOW WHO I AM . THE TORTURE YOU GAVE ME I WILL REMEMBER ALWAYS , AND YOUR THREATEN WORDS WHICH YOU SAY YOU WAN TO KILL ME FROM YOUNG ? BRING IT ON . I NOT THE PEARLYN YOU GUYS THINK I AM TO LET YOU GUYS BEAT AND SLAP .
YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU DO TO ME ONE DAY . I DONT USE MY HANDS TO RETURN ALL THOSE PAINFUL MEMORIES . THE GOD SHOULD KNOW . AND YOU DONT SERVE ME BUT MY DAD . MY DAD THROW TANTRUM AT YOU NOT ME . DONT BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING . MY SIS FARK CARE MY DAD . SAY DIE THEN DIE . IF MY DAD HAPPENS TO PASS AWAY , NOT MY FAULT BITCH !

To my mum .
I RESPECT YOU SO MUCH . TELL YOU ALOT OF STUFF . SAY WANT TO BACK ME UP ALSO YOU SAY DE .
NOW YOU BACKSTABBED ME AND LEFT IN THIS STATE . I CLAPP MY HAND FOR YOU . YOU HAVE SUCCESSFULLY MAKE MY HATE YOU EVEN MORE . YOU OWE ME MUCH MORE THEN YOU EVER THINK . YOU LAGGING OF UNDERSTANDING TOWARDS ME . I DO WHAT YOU GUYS WANT ME TO DO , BE A GOOD CHILD YOU WANT . NOW YOU CHANGE ME TO A DEMON , I WILL NOT TURN BACK FOR YOU GUYS AGAIN . YOUR THREATEN NOT TO WORK AND ALSO SUICIDE ? JUST DO IT MAN . CUT THE CRAP . I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS STUPID FAMILY YOU GUYS SAID . WHAT SO NICE ABOUT FAMILY .
SHYT YOU ALL . YOU DONT ASSUME ALL MY FRIENDS ARE BAD . YOU GUYS KNOW NOTHING BOUT MY FRIENDS . DONT ASSUME YOU BORN ME OUT MEANS YOU KNOW EVERYTHING . DONT USE MONEY TO BRIBE MY CONSCIENCE AND TRUST . I AM NOT LIKE MY SISTER . MONEY FACE . YOU GOT 17 YEARS TO PAY BACK WHAT I HAVE I LOST AND HURT . NOW THEN YOU STARTED TO TREAT ME GOOD ? FORGET IT MUM . I LOST MY RESPECT TO ALL OF YOU GUYS . I NOT THE CHILD YOU THINK I AM .

SORRY TEDDY FOR MY PARENTS RUDENESS TOWARDS YOU , AND ALL THE THINGS THEY ASK YOU TO DO . FARK CARE THEIR WORDS . ITS NOTHING MY SHYT . THANKS FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEED YOU ! SHARE STUFF WITH ME AND ENJOY HANGING OUT (: I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DO .. JIA YOU TOGETHER BA TEDDY (:

If i found a stable job already , i save enough money .
Then it will be a GOODBYE shyt family to you guys !
Leaving the house is what i am looking forward now . Be prepared .
Not turning back anymore .
The scar you guys left me is nothing compared to my hatred towards you guys .

TAGGES REPLIED
teddy: even if he busy . he still can wake u up de mahhs .. just like tat time 11 plus !!!!! omg !!!
Pearl: haha . ya lar . i know . sms ma . rofl ~

BRIANXD: PEARLYN, WELL SAID> THIS IS THE GLORY I WILL GIVE YOU. THE RESPECT AND THE FULL SUPPORT.
Pearl: thanks .

BRIANXD: THIS FAMILY IS WORTHLESS. TRUST YOUR FRIENDS IS BETTER THAN RUINED YOUR LIFE FOR THEM. GET THIS RIGH
Pearl: Orhs . ok .

twinny: relax hur twnny.... don so stressed up :)
Pearl: thanks eh . relax abit le (:

Ciaos !

The past had been rewinded .. its a bad dream .. tell me that ..

2009-09-12T15:08:00.002+08:00

Why must it be me to be in this situation ?
The trust i given have turn out to be a nightmare .
Tell me its a dream .
Pull me away from this things .

I dont wish think back what had happen to my past .
But in the end it had been rewinded .
Can god tell me why it had to be this way .

I tried my best to everything to the best already ,
Be what my parents wanted as a 'good' and 'obedience' child ,
Be what they wanted me to .. Do the things they wanted .
Smile and enjoy everyday like i never think before .

Guess what ? This is how you treat me god .
I hate it . I really regret .
The LIFE you gave me ..

I will endure just for the sake of my other friends and buddies .
Especially teddy ..
I am not in the worst situation then her or others out there .
But make sure my past really slap real hard on my back and changed me to be more stronger person .
I am not the one who you think i am weak now .
I will prove . Not to others but just for myself .
Whatever it is . 18 years life sux to the core .
I will remember it . And its a reminisce to me .
Not going to say anymore .

TAGGES REPLIED
en: hahas kkz larr.. free jiu meet out lo.. BUT dun ask me to do de clock thingy again arr.. leg pain
Pearl: haha . yupps . waiting for you to ask me out lar . haha . i got time i will pester you to do de xD

teddy: LOL !! he got say cant de mehhs .. hmmmm
Pearl: no lar . but he not free always ma .. LOL !

LISHANNNNNNNNNNNNNN: i dont haf ur contact , u haf mine ? 8446**** de , if so text me ya. thanks ^-^
Pearl: is it ? ask from adele lo . she got . LOL .

teddy: jia you jia you !!!! ganbatte !!!!!
Pearl: thanks teddy . will try de ..

End it here ..

yawnssssssssss =O

2009-09-11T02:18:00.002+08:00

After work , teddy and robot fetch me .
Then we went bedok slack and eat .

Wait for gerald to come .
Stupid siia .
He keep shoot me =.=
Sad bodoh T.T
LOL !

anyway , we went mac after he reach .
chit chat here and there .
shoot here and there .
kena bullet here and ther .
LOL .

Then suddenly robot sot !
stand up and say ' NO LAST BUS LIAO LEH ! '
ROFL LAR ! So scary .

But i never cared . LOL .
i still walking slowly to inter .

Bid farewell to teddy and gerald .
me and robot took bus 25 back to hougang ave 3 and walk to plaza .

Robot went home , then me walk home alone .
Leg pain siia .
But kinda like the weather . abit windy (:

Reach home but 1 plus am ..
bathe and blog .

TAGGES REPLIES
en: hahas.. will long mehx? =x ok larr.. quite some time le.. xD
Pearl: will lar ! xD rofl ~ yeah (:

teddy: aiseh .. wan ur twinny to be alarm clock siol =))))))))
Pearl: LOL ! ya lor (((((: but cant de lar . haha .

Ciaos !

Perservere leh xD

2009-09-10T01:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday woke up at 11 , dragged time till 12 plus then go sch .
Slept at 4plus 5am previous day .

Kinda tired but not so . haha .
Reach sch at 1 plus .
Have basic color theory lesson for the first time .
haha . The class is like so fun lar .
Full of laughter XD

3plus ended class .
Outside the class room already have lots of customers >.<
Was assigned to help one aunty to wash and blow .

And next aunty for wash and setting (:
Just now finish till 7 plus .

OFF WORK LO !

Then was bored and slack till 8plus and went home by train .
9 plus reach home , bathe and eat cold food -.-
Better then nothin to eat . haha .

Watch tv and come online to blogg >.<

TAGGES REPLIES
twinny: aiyah twinny don likie lazy lazy le.,. nt good u noe!!! u gerl.. must be hardworking!!! :X
Pearl: hahah . i will try de >.< i know i know =P okok ! i will work hard de xD But then must be my alarm clock for a period of time hor xPP jkin ! :X

teddy: teddy teddy oh teddy pop !!! xDDDDDDDD
Pearl : TEDDY TEDDY TEDDY POP POP ! xPP

Tired now .
Gonna wake up early ..
Ciaos !

Becoming more and more tired .. =x

2009-09-09T02:41:00.003+08:00

Rencently becoming more and more lazy to go sch ..
Kinda tired of seeing .. But i will try to endure ..

Seems like keep working and learning to be a working adult is a tough route to go ..
Must be professionals too .. But too bad i'm broke ..
So what to do ? Cant possibly keep taking money from my mum right ?

Cant work part time also .
GOSH ! How can i survive man ?!?!? -___________-
But if really can , i hope to work part time just for myself ..

Anyway , thanks for the companied weiliang for yesterday(:

MISS TEDDY & TWINNY ! Double T's xD
Miss MONSTER , BUDDY , LIANG and EN ! xD
Miss my other cliques and friends too ! xD

Free then ask me out lar friends ! (:
Will be waiting :D

TAGGES REPLIES
teddy: booo !!! thanks alot man !!!! buang ka siao siao
Pearl: Haha ! BOO ! no prob (: Ah buang

LISHANNNNNNNNNNNNNN: hellos xiaohei! very belated happy birthday! XD
Pearl: haha . thanks xiao bai (: at least you got remember xD

en: aiseh.. so fast miss me le arr? xP free jiu meet out larr.. hahas
Pearl: LOL ! where got fast siia ? >< LONG LOR ! xD hurhur !

Jin.Yee`♥: :D :D Seeyou soon.
Pearl: :D :D Yea , sure ^^

Well , nights all :D
Remember to tagg me something ! xD
Ciaos ~

Tired .__________.

2009-09-06T17:35:00.005+08:00

Whoosh ~ Done with the featuring also :D
HAPPY HAPPY !!!!!!!!!

Teddy mentioned to open a BO.LANG.AI.FAMILY !
Lol lar ! Cause i also join liao . rofl ~
I know bo liao . but kinda fun xDDD

Teddy 's quote " WA BO LANG AI !"
My quote " BO LANG AI WA !"

LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FAN SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LE !!!
But I like it xDDDDDDDDDDDD

Tagges Replies
Jin.Yee`: TaiSun-AhMa , HAPPYBIRTHDAY ! I (L) YOU !! <3
Pearl: TaiSun-NuEr , THANKS ! I (L) YOU TOO !! x3

shunyao: happpyyyyyyyy birthday ;DDDDDDDD
Pearl: THANKS ! xD

teddy: later i will buy 1 milk bottle and u request the pacifier for uu ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Pearl: haha . mai leh >.<

teddy: balugu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhh
Pearl: sayang sayang**

Wenni: Hello ! Happy Belated Birthday (:
Pearl: Haha . Thanks ! [:

-mjiejie-: how'd u spend ur b'day? just like wat ur blog said?
Pearl: relinke-d ! nahs . never .

passer bye: tagged
Pearl: (:

teddy: wahahhahahahahah .... miss bo lang ai !!!!!!
Pearl: LOL ! Le si ah buang lar >.<

eline: Happy belated birthday to u, pearlyn!!
Pearl: Thanks (:

ahjon: woohs. im a week late to tag. happy birthday,18th! ;D u're on earth for at least..568,771,200seconds
Pearl: haha . i am weeks and weeks late to reply . haha . thanks eh ! haha . Still count leh . not bad :D

twinny: LOL!!! NICE BLOG SKIN!! gt my UGLY FACE!! xDDD
Pearl: LOL ! who say ugly ? anyhow lar you >.< SHUAI LOR ! btw , Thanks twinny xPPP

teddy: BO LANG AI ROCK !!!!!!
Pearl: YEAH ! ROCK IT xDD

Anyway , gtg ..
Ciaos ~

Whoosh .. done with my blogskin :D

2009-09-06T03:55:00.002+08:00

Finally i done with my blog skin .

Later shall post .

tata (:

Goodbye seventeen and welcome eighteen :D

2009-08-28T23:31:00.006+08:00

So tired after work today .
Nearly vomite and faint lar x(

But reach home safely . zz
Reach home about 8 plus cause too bus home .
ezlink out of cash ..

About 9pm , family help me celebrate b'day in advance .
Ate my b'day cake that my mum bought(:

Happy Birthday to Me and Lijian :D haha .

Tagged Replied
candy: hey crazy partner
Pearl: hellos :D

teddy: arghhhhh !!!!! bluek .. nth ..=D
Pearl: haha . LOL ! *faint*

Daryl: eh how's ur mother?. ur mother coming down not? now 7th month.
Pearl: LOL ! not coming . 7 month niia :D

Ciaos ~

Woo .. Perming !

2009-08-26T10:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday just learn another style of perming :D
My tcher , ah kat roll the top , i roll the bottom .
How was is it ? (:

Side view

Front view

Back view

Nice bo ? haha .
Going off to work le .
Will blog soon :D

Bye ; 3 Days counting down
Ciaos !

BOO ! Back :D

2009-08-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

Kinda Long never post .
Well , busy studying hairstyling and night classes .
Hmmm , exams coming so soon sia .
Just enroll not long only .
In November just start le .

Anyway , have to apologise to YILINQ !
SO SORRY I CANT PEI YOU TO SEE MOVIE TODAY ! >.< Guess have to wait for next time .. Btw , tml is your b'day ! So HAPPY B'DAY LINQQ ! xDD

Recently just saw , alvin kuppo xD
He is my frog xP Haha . Stupid bangs hairstyle you have also -.-
Somemore tcher cut de . Nice bodoh xD
And also yilinqq xD
Long time never play bball with her le .
Kinda miss thoses time !

And i miss buddy ! >.<
And Monster , Liang and En xD
Hope to go out with them soon .

Miss twinny also ^^
Got tagging liao jiu must guai . haha .

Miss Max , Jon , Alex , Mcginn , Candy , Kenneth they all also xD
Hope to play until siiao soon guys :D:D

If you guys wanna find me , Please Do text me xD

Tagges Replied
ahjon: hahh! jiayou in new sch yeah. then do me a haircut =D woohs. ANYWAYS, 2wks more. anticipate yo~ loll
Pearl: Thanks thanks :D I will de [: I learn liao sure cut for you ^^ haha . yupps yupps xD

cassandra: relink !! (:
Pearl: DONE !! (:

teddy: teddy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pearl: yes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guest: Please support www.she-scrapped.blogspot.com thank you;D
Pearl: sure :D

ahjon: One week. =0 8teenth b'day yo.
Pearl: Thanks thanks :D you too eh ! seventeen b'day xD go out together lar . haha xP

Will find time to update ppl :D
CIAOS ! xD

6 days LEFT !

First Day @ hairstyling sch (:

2009-08-15T01:10:00.001+08:00

First day at hairstyling sch is like so scary lar ..
But then , after that it doesnt . Haha .

First time not scared of learning new things .
But weird eh , suddenly feel like meeting everyone out .
Weird eh ? hurhur . dont know why ..

Anyway , today i learn how Setting and Washing of heads (:
It kinda cool when i tried all this with my own hands .

My tcher Ah Cat even let me wash other aunties hair . haha .
Anyway , i am very bad and focusing . hurhur .
Today nearly kena beat by Cat >.<

I always thought washing of hairs is simple .
But to wash clean and not dirtying the place is hard .
Kinda panicked sometimes . Haha .

Anyway , have to jia you and be confident .
I will still have to have faith in myself ..

Well , miss having fun outing with you guys .
Meet up soon ppl :D

Tagged replies
teddy: boo !!!! bo tag mii -.-
Pearl: Lol . psps >.<

teddy: weeee ~~~~ teddy independent
Pearl: dots . haven yet na . soon :D

Ciaos ppl !
15 Days Left xD

Tml working le .

2009-08-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

Tml will be a new start for me .
First day in hairstyling school .
Will have less and less time to pei you guys le D:
But i am sure i will have time to pei you all on my b'day xD
COUNTING DOWN TO 16 DAYS xPP

If you guys wanna find me or so ..
Just call or sms me :D
Jiayou for myself :D
Ciaos ~
Miss hanging out with you guys ! :DDDDD

Adult working lifestyle ..

2009-08-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today supposed to go work de .
But due to me keep coughing , i have no choice but wait till tml .
Went to see the doctor finally .

After the visiting of the clinic , i went to meet teddy at hougang mall .
Saw her with her friend , jasline .
What a coincidence lor , jasline also never study le .
She also learning hairstyling like me and also same working place as me xD
But different sch . Her hair also stylo like me sia . haha . ;X

Anyway , after that we proceed to Tampines Polyclinic .
Cause Jasline wanna buy mc for certain reason .
After that Jasline brother , Kenneth called and he following us .

Then after that , Teddy want go Ehub .
Cause yesterday she lost her wallet @ the cinema .. So careless lar .
Then we took bus 3 there .

Went to Ehub level 4 cinema counter .
Then ask again whether they found any wallet .
PHEW !! WALLET FOUND !!
Teddy finally smile happily !

Then we went to see ppl play jubeat .
Then think of xuebin .
So called him , and just nice he nearly went compass .
But he u-turn back to ehub .

Then see him play like god siia >.<
LOL ! SUPERBLY CRAZYY HANDS !! 0.0
Stunned bodoh ! LOL !!!

But suddenly got a urged of playing pool .
So me , bin and ling went to play pool .
Play about 1 hour jiu go mum-mum le .

Makan finish le then proceed home .
But half way walking , bin saw his friend and flocked there -.-
Fly quite fast siia . Haha .

Anyway , teddy and me when to NTUC buy sushi .
She want tapao go home eat de ..

Then after that walk to the bus stop .
But i cannot braing home the sushi so i eat near the bus stop , and chit chat with teddy about tml i working .
About 8.20plus , teddy go take bus 17 and i take bus 89 from her opposite bus stop .

Reach home around 9.05pm .
Bathe and blogg .
Thats all .
ciaos ..

Suay bodoh =.= tio flu and cough T^T sad siol ~

2009-08-12T14:41:00.001+08:00

*10 August~11 August~12August*

Got myself sick x( Tio strong flu , sore throat and cough x.X
But i bo care . Stubborn lo . Tiki ma xP haha .
Keep ask Teddy go where , then she say meet her uncle . LOL
The uncle only 19 then kena call by teddy as uncle =.= hurhur ..

Then she went to meet uncle first . Cause i still have to wait for maid to come back before i can go out .
So teddy kinda wait till pek chek liao , keep wandering why i so long . xD
Then i she ask me whether she can find me first bo . Then i say ok .
Then shun bian ask teddy buy mac for me xDD sick still eat mac =P aizai siia me >.<

Then Teddy reach le , i still haven get ready , so dragged about 30mins then i go down .
Saw Teddy and her uncle le . Her uncle looks not bad wor . Haha . But being called uncle not nice seh .
Anyway , i eat my mac first then see ling keep di di siao siao her uncle . LOL lar .
TEDDY REALLY IS LIKE A JIAO LANG xDDDDDD whistle here and there =.= Gosh lar she !

After that , me , teddy and uncle go hougang plaza play pool .
Then while playing , Brian msg me say want come . Then waited for his arrival .
Then not long Brian came , Jon , my ah pok :D say want to come also . Then like suddenly so many ppl (:
More the merrier ma . haha . But i sick siia . Keep sneeze like hell knows ! x.X
I seriously feel like fainting le lor x( But before buy flu medicine .

We all headed to a kopitiam and lim zui and mum-mum (:
But sit for about 10mins , uncle say he got to go le .
Then left me , teddy , brian and jon .
Me and jon long time bo chat le , so we chat while makan ..

Then we head off to buy my medicine .
Can you imagine i use 9packets of tissue paper in a few hours !!!!!!! O.O !!!
I still go buy 2 more lor , so it makes it 11 packet ! X.x
Buy le jiu go outside hougang mall outside and slack .
Plus i need eat medicine .

Chat till like 10.30plus . Then me and ling going off le .
Send jon to the mrt station liao . Then me , ling and brian go take 87 .
But while waiting for bus , teddy got a urgent call from her aunt saying that her ah ma cough out alot of blood ! So all of us , taking cab to bedok .

Then ling rush home first . I send brian to the bus stop to take 225 to bedok inter .
Then me wait for twinny to come . Cause last min ask him meet de . Kinda feel bad wor .
While waiting , i keep texting with teddy to get update how is her ah ma le .

11.40 plus , twinny reach . We chat till morning .
Must thanks him for pei-ing me all night while i am sick also :D
THANKS TWINNY FOR THE COMPANY ~
Love love ((:

Then at 1130 , i send twinny back home cause he got sch .
I ownself wait for teddy to come back from hospital .
Teddy came back is like going to 1pm le ..

I sick until like dog sia plus super duper tired ! Then i koon at teddy's house for awhile .
Then wait for Brian to come , cause he say wanted to come .
About 2plus going to 3 , me and teddy left her house .
She brought her lappie out cause she going back to hospital .

Then we proceed to bedok inter . Then bid farewell to teddy .
Then me and brian go makan .
Finish eating le jiu take bus 87 all the way to sengkang inter cause i sibei tired .
Then take back home . Reach home at 5pm .

Bathe an rest . Then koon till 2am and wake up =.=
Sibei buay tahan cause got nose blocked , breathing problem and lost voice .
Sleep at 5am and woke up at 7 plus 8 .

Then wake up till now lor .
Still xinku x(
Anyway , still haven die lar ;X jkin jkin =x
Will see if i can seek for doctor not .

Tagged replies
teddy: arghhhh !!!!!!!! nth .. bo liao nia =(
Pearl: =.= then how ?

Teddy: weeeeeeeeeeeee ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mai emo mai emo ...
Pearl: -.- orhs . no emo le ..

jun rong: Hie there i lost ur contact ......Btw long time never saw u.....sms mi (:
Pearl: Oo ? okok . i text you le (: ya lor . so long bo see you also le .. misses*

Gerald: hey yo pearlyn hows life? so long didnt chat le
Pearl: Hellooos (: soso . you ? yeah . true :D

yilinqq: hihi. how i noe u got blog sia?? hahas. lazy to link lar.. next time
Pearl: LOL . ps lo . okok . linqq always lazy de leh . haha xP

Teddy: Er Zi why u use mye name to link siol ...
Pearl: LOL ? er zi ? haha .

Teddy: Typo !!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhb....fark larhhs... Hospital signal very bad siol .... LOL
Pearl: HAHA !! always bad de lar .. dont angry teddy ! (:

Thats all .
Ciaos !

So i feel the pain ..

2009-08-09T13:26:00.006+08:00

Why does falling in love so hard ?
Even to love someone is even harder .
I dont know how it feels like ..
But when i really am loving someone ..
It really cause me the pain when i dont even know if is my fault or something and he din even say anything or say what is one his mind ..
No matter what he say or do , his everything is what i cared for ..
Sounds stupid eh ? But think again . I am dumb but i know why i do that .

But seriously ..
Now I know how teddy feels ..
Rejection , rejection and more rejection .
The hopes that she is waiting does not exists for her .
Hopes given up each time make her even colder in her heart .
But now i can feel that i may pei her in this way ..

Lets try to keep that heartbreak feeling within ourselves ..
Will wonder when is our turn too .
Stop hoping , but to wait ..

BTW ,
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE ! (:

Tagged replies
xia0JJ: i linked euu le tks for tagged me..
Pearl: haha . linked le (: no prob .
Ciaos !

Aiyoo !! So long bo update =.= wo lai le ~ xD

2009-08-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today went out to find Fir they all at amk ite .
Was supposed to go out talk niia .
But thana want play pool .

So proceed to YCK grassroot club to play pool .
Went there to early .
So must wait till 11am .

Teddy din go sch cause she overslept =.= hurhur .
so she coming over here to find us .

we started playing first then wait for teddy to come .
Ask her to bring her own baby cue stick also >.<

At around 1plus , teddy came .
Then more and more ppl . So should be merrier .
Anyway , when ahboi came , my mood jitao bad and low .
Dont wanna say liao .

Play till 2 plus , me and teddy go amk hub makan .
Cause kena dua by SOMEONE . CB sia ! SIBEI DULAN !
But forget it lar .

Then Brian sms me -.-
First msg jiu siao eh =.=
ROFL ~ anyway , he watching movie . After movie he wanted to find us de .
But cause me and teddy bo things to do then we go over pasir ris de Ehub to find him .

Then find liao jiu go home together -.- ROFL !!
Send teddy back home first then we go home . anyway , we stay hougang ma . haha .
The funniest part in the bus to bedok is that teddy and him keep FIGHTING ! LMAO !!!
Imagine ONE ROBOT VS ONE TEDDY !!!!!!
Is like wtf lar ! ROFLMAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really laugh until sibei BUEY TEHEN leh !

I really like their nanny or something sia . Keep asking them not to play and keep their volume down siia !
Plus Teddy keep pluck Brian's leg mao =.= LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
I old liao lar . KAO ! hahahaha ! But anyway , really quite happy just now on bus .
Laugh and play alot xia xDDDDDDDDDDDD

Anger also gone by half liao .. HAHAHAH !
Anyway , fun day in the end lar .
Not forgetting that i took photo for Teddy and Brian xD
They are cute indeed :D hurhur .

LING TEDDY with bus 17 signboard xD

BRIAN SMALL KIDD with bus 17 signboard xD

will update soon people xDD

Tagged replies
teddy: wahhs .. so aweful ting u oso say out .. sibei ps wan u noe ...
Pearl: LOL ! funny ma !! ROFL !!

teddy: teddy kan kai lerrs
Pearl: Hahaha . yupps (:

L . LISHANNNN 莉珊 ♥: hellooooooooooooooos! ((:
Pearl: hellooooooooooooooooooossss !!!! xDD

✖twinny✖: haha!!! grass grass grass.... 1 day ii will feed u so much grass till u super full ;DD don worry yea
Pearl: waaa .. so scared wor xPP Come feed me lor xP hurhur !!

Gerald: yo long time no see and chat :D nx time free go pool i treat :D
Pearl: ya lor (: serious bo ? you treat ? >.<

teddy: yes !!! mii and monster like hungry ghost !!! weeee ~~~
Pearl: LOL ! correct ma ! ROFL ! LMAO !!

Miaoqi: Misses! Meet me up soon. :]
Pearl: Misses too ! :D Sure sure xD

BRIANXD: yo zhenzzhu. valueless . hahahah. tagged and linked. XP
Pearl: =.= ya lar . to you valueless lar . to many i priceless hor ! rofl ~ thanks :D linked !

Gerald: hi pearlyn stay happy always :D
Pearl: hellos (: thanks :D you too (:

ciaos ~

31/7/0901/08/09*Updates-

2009-08-03T02:26:00.005+08:00

*31/7/09*01/08/09*Updates-
Was out to meet ben , thana , drich , fir , adnan and junyuan .
They ask me meet them . Then si ahboi always ask me come then put me aeroplane -.-
Sibei tiao gang lor . But its ok lar . Cause he got fishing competition .

Anyway , after that , we slack and chit chat at amk de RC there .
Then wait for my teddy ling to come .
At the mean time they are playing bluff with cards -.-
They play until very high lar . Vulgar here and there . So damn funny lar >.<
Then while waiting for Teddy Ling to come , kenneth , weiling , daryl and sherman came to join us for slack . Then we chat chat about stuffs .

But bout 1plus , drich gf , peiling , came ((: she is my gong zhu [princess] xDD
Then bout 1.40pm , drich and his gf and ben going to suntec ..
So they left early . The rest of us chit chatting and laughing about (:
Around 1plus goin 2pm , my teddy lai le xDD
But can see she no mood no mood ): But its ok lar cause i know why .

Then was thinking what to do , then i thought of playing pool , then thana suggest to go YCK cc to play . Cause cannot wear slippers in ma , then thana ask junyuan to go back sch take his safety shoes to wear and lend me his shoes -.-
PIANG EH ! SMELLY XIA x.x Sorry to say till so chek ark lar ! But really is SIBEI BUEY TEHEN LAR ! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL !!
But before we go , got some stupid daiji . But after that leave it to the rest to settle , cause it doesn't involve me , thana , junyuan and my teddy =.= So we four go YCK first to play .

We reach there wait quite long sia , cause fully booked .
But sit outside wait for table also shuang xia cause quite cooling ma . Plus weather so hot =P really is nua at the sofa sia ;X then chit chat again lor . so many things to say sia xD

Then bout 3plus is our turn to play le . Then we play till 4plus going to 5pm . then go .
Then that junyuan angry with thana -.- so childish lar . but i bo chup qiu lar . Let them settle their stuff their own . I dont wish to say why he angry lar . You want know can ask me de lar . LOL .

After that , me and teddy taking bus . Then thana and adnan take train .
I send teddy home first to bathe and everything and slack at her area .
Then about 7plus , teddy went home , me wait under her void deck .

Sms to twinny and him whether wanna meet . Then teddy came down .
Chit chat again xD hurhur .. me and teddy got unlimited things to say de (:
Forever cannot say finish de xDD

Then twinny say he coming but he cant stay for long .. Abit sad .. But i super miss him lar ):
He came around 10.10pm , chit chat and slacking at block 549 .
Can see that twinny is very very tired and shagg . But can see him jiu happy le (:

He went off at 1130pm , see him left , makes me feel kinda sad . But its ok . Maybe will have lesser time to see him le D: hurhur .. Anyway , sms-ed my sister , then she say she dont wanna pay my taxi fare ma . SO she ask me TON . Not i say de ah . She say de . So i called monster whether can stay over at his place .

Then monster come and find me . But so nice , xiao liang and buddy also follow ((:
So we went to eat dinner , but its like so late liao , counted as supper le ;X
Then like so long din hang out with them le ;X so miss them lar ! They treat me eat dinner lor xD so good :D THANKS BUDDY & MONSTER FOR THE SAMBAL FRIED RICE ! xDD

Teddy got pei me ton but liang and buddy cant D: But its ok , there is still some other time :D After the meal , liang and buddy went off le .
Then me , teddy and monster decide to walk back to his place .
Cause teddy din bring ez-link card ;X haha . exercise also good :D

Then we walk to 85 there . Got alot of durians sia !!
Then suddenly teddy and monster craving come ! Like pregnant woman like that >.<
Arbo is like seven month the ghost lai that ! EAT AND EAT AND EAT >.< !!

Then after that carrying on back to monster place .
Then we rest at laze around in the room .
Like emo one corner or something .. hahahaha !!

Anyway , monster like kena possesed or something he started attacking us with the pillow =.= SO scary lar . like machiam siiao kia siia ! Then i keep swaying my hand like no one business sia ! rofl ~ Cause monster that yao siew kia keep beat me !! ARGHHHHH @!#@$ CHIONG AH !! JITAO DONT GIVE FACE AND ATTACK DAMN HIONG AH !!! LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bout 3 jiu koon le =.= Cause tired le -.- zzzzzzzzzz
Then wake up at 8am and sleep back -.- cause family keep calling .
Sibei dulan lar . Put silent mode and off vibration .

Then ate breakfast with teddy and monster @ 10 plus am .
Then send teddy home @ 1plus pm .
Then monster pei me home to hougang lar ! So good lar !
THANKS MONSTER ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Then reach home at 2plus pm lor =.=
Then give that bitch [maid] nagged and nearly slapped .
But never slap . Then sleep till evening then wake up .

Officially Drop Out Sch Kidd =.=

2009-07-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

Went to sch at 9am .
Never go home as you can see .
Cause twinny wait for ling to come down .
Then he go home and prepare for sch .

Then me and ling head off to sch .
Super lup sup sia me ;X
Anyway , before going to see my CA .
I went to Ling's class to koon for then go find Mr Anthony .
Super tired and eyes damn farking pain !

Then sleep till 12pm , Ling next class at 1pm .
Went to pool center to see awhile and went off .
Then call my tcher . Then he say meet at 2pm .

Then when ling class play comp for awhile then ciao to see tcher le .
Chat with tcher liao then decided that cant continue studying le .

Now is 1st of the second step to being OFFICIALLY DROP OUT KIDD ! =.=
Friday must hand in the form le .

my eyes sibei pain auntil i cant see where i going .
so take cab home and sister help me pay .

Bathe and koon till 10plus .
Woke up and eat dinner . Cause hungry le ._________.
About why quit sch i really dont wanna say more le .
I will tell if i have the mood ba .
Cause was afraid to break down again ..

Tagged replies :
teddy: teddy will pei u .. cheer up =)
Pearl: thanks teddy ! you always pei me de :D

yuechun: hello wo dun have blog lah
Pearl: orhs . ok .

hweetiang: relink! thanks [:
Pearl: relinked le [;

cassandra: omg. why like this! then now you how? zzz..
Pearl: sorry wor jie . make you disappointed le D:

L . LISHANNNN 莉珊 ♥: xiaohei ! cheerup ! ((:
Pearl: I ok ah . dont worry ((:

L . LISHANNNN 莉珊 ♥: btw why u got 3post the same 1 ar :X
Pearl: settle le (:

KeAiiGaL: i wonder how many ppl i've tag to change my blog addy le gaah!!i tink i haven finish with the tags
Pearl: LOL ! chill chill QT ~ i have relinked you le :D

KeAiiGaL: erm *worried* how come yr entry so short de arghs~~do relink miie thanks!!=)
Pearl: Dont worry lar (: Done :D

♥AHGAL: Haha! Saw it. Faster meet me again. I want ton with you la. You cb. That day ton sibo?
Pearl: LOL ! why me wor ? haha . ask ling :D haha ! chill mum ! LOL !

♥AHGAL: Give you eat curry plus coconut rice ah... LOL!
Pearl: walau ~ later lao sai sia ! I WANT PINEAPPLE RICE ! xDDDDDD

candy: hey crazy partner..r you ok??
Pearl: i'm ok (: meet up soon :D

candy: take care
Pearl: you also [:

✖twinny✖: hey!!! u cute cute u!!! bleah!! XPP can ii pinch ur cheek!!! HAHA!! XPPP tag tag... =DDD tckrtckr^^
Pearl: Haha !! LOL ! i not cute lor xD cann canns ~ pinch lor . you play grass de >.< blehs ! thanks for the tagg wor ~ xPP takcare also :D

teddy: teddy !!!! cheer !!! =)
Pearl: Thanks wor teddy !! mwacks ~

Ciaos !
Will update again !
Thanks for concern guys (:
Appreciated :D

28/7/09update

2009-07-29T23:37:00.003+08:00

28/7/09*update*
When out to AMK hub at around noon .
Meet up with ahboi , willy and long time never see de gabriel .___. at xzone .
Then after that chit chat and went back to their sch with them .
Walk to Jubilee there to take bus .
But before taking bus , they wanna smoke , so me and wilyl got buy bubble tea first .
Cause i thirsty ma .. Then waiting for Ling to come .

Then Ling arrive , just nice bus also come liao .
Took 159 back to AMK ITE .
When in to their sch to meet up with the rest .

Talk to them behind their sch , smoking break again =.=
Anyway , miss them alot and chit chat till very long .
Hmmm , talk until forget go sch talk to tcher .
But then they all give me a warm hugg and kiss (:

Then chat till they end sch -.- then after that proceed out to sch outside de void deck . Chit chat again and laughs !

Then after that end it a day with them .
Me , Ling , ben , fir , junyuan , ahboi , gab , willy , adnan , aldrich took bus 88 to amk mrt station .

Bid farewell with junyuan , fir and adnan cause they taking bus .
Then rest of us , ben , ahboi , willy , drich , gab , me and ling taking mrt .
Drich going to orchard . So he went off first le .
Then the rest take train towards CCK . Ben need go home so he get down at Jurong East .

The rest went for some drinks and some chit chat .
Then went to some void deck near LOT1 .
Then chat till bout 7plus , pei ahboi wait for bus 307 .
Then me , willy , gab , me and ling went LOT1 arcade for awhile .
Saw zen there playing drum .

See till about 8plus . me and ling went off .
Hungry and tired xP So we buy some PIEKIAS to eat .
Then me ask twinny wanna slack . Then meet him bout 10plus at bedok .
Ling also stay bedok . So is convenient for both of them .

Then bout 10pm like that reach bedok inter .
Took bus 225 to ling house there .

Wait for twinny to come at 1030pm .
Ask Ling to go home bathe , eat and come down slack .

I always slack then confirm ton de . DIAO !
Recently turn out like that i also shocked =.=
But anyway , ling came down quite fast (:

Sot sot as usual . Keep doing the jiao lang sound >.<
Plus keep saying WA BO LANG AI !
Is like what the fark lar ! =.=
But she really damn funny lar ! Bangala also want to disiao .
STILL TELL THE BANGALA ''WA BO LANG AI LAR !''
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLLOOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLOOLOLOLLOL !!!!!!!!

Cause Ling still need wake up early dor sch , i ask go home at 1.30am .
Then wake up liao ask her call me .
Left me and twinny to chat till morning sun out .
I also sayang him lar . Cause he always pei me till so late . Then never sleep and pei me thruout the night [:

THANKS TWINNY ! MWACKS !!!!!! xDDDD
Will continue to the next post ((:

27/7/09 updates

2009-07-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

27/7/09 *updates*
Yesterday i ton again .
Went out at 7plus to find Teddy Ling @ bedok.
But she 8 then can come down .
Meet and chat till 9plus .

Then met up with Twinny:D and slack and chit chat @ bedok area.
I am kinda tired so i kept dozed off . LOL .
But Teddy and Twinny keep chatting like no ones business xD ROFL !
They talk about their courses and others stuff i never heard . Haha .

The most funniest thing is that , while i was dozing off , Teddy suddenly shout :
"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!! COCKROACH !!!!!!!!!! ZOU KAI LAR !!!!!! NI MAMA SIAO !!!!!!! "
ITS LIKE LMAOROFL LAR !!! >.< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thruout the night , there will be like eeeeeeeeeee !!!!! LOL !!!!!!
We chit chat and laughs . Tired and bored le .

Its around 4plus am .. I dont want see Teddy so tired . So ask her to go home koon first .
I can see that she very reluctant to go home . But is for her own good . Cause me and Teddy still can ton some other times if we had enough sleep . But because she always pei me , slack and ton .. I cant bear to see her so tired always ..

Whatever it is ..
TEDDY LING ! THANKS FOR THE ACCOMPANY ALWAYS , CARE AND CONCERN . IF ANYTHING CAN TELL ME .. DONT KEEP IT TO YOURSELF ! WILL BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED ME TOO :D

Then now left me and twinny chatting till morning sun is out xD
Both of us was like zombie liao . shagged till the max lar x.X
Dark Rings can be seen very obviously lar X(
And my contact lens are like super duper damn farking dry lar Dx
No choice but to take out cause my eyes is like swollen and pain and hurtful lar ! ARGHHHHHHHH !!!!!!! PAIN XIA !!

Cause today was judgement day , so i was like waiting for teddy to wake up and accompany me to sch .
Then while waiting , me and twinny when slacking around .. Then about 9 , i ask twinny go home bathe and changed for sch .
Then i wait for him . Then Twinny came back around 10plus am . Then after that went to slack somewhere else .

Walking to Teddy's void deck then sit and chat again .
The weather suddenly changed .. And started to shower down heave downpour ! SO chilling but cold x.x
Around 11plus , its still raining . Then Twinny say he cant make it to sch le . Then i was like Shyt! I make you skip sch lar =//
But then he say nevermind . So i never say much also .
Anyway , keep spamming Teddy's Hp until she is awake .. Then sit till like 12.15 and continuously spamming her .
She finally replied ! SO happy lar ! xD Finally lar ~! But then when i called Teddy , i asked her how many calls i spam .
She said 71 missed calls !!! OMG lar !! xDD I'm so powderful xia ! haha !! Then ask her whether what time she will get ready then she replied : ' I am not going to sch ' . Then is like wait for her for super damn long lar ! But nevermind lar . I dont blame her (:

So it was like going 12.20pm le . Then Twinny say no point go sch . So he said he want ed to visit some of his friends at simei ite .So we set off to Simei ite . And i go sch myself ..

Then i call See How , one of my classmate to pei me go in . Then off to the class to see my CA , Mr Anthony . He talk to me and ask me wait for my Section Head , Edwin to come . But in the end wait till 4 stll never come . Sibei tired cause bo sleep . Then koon at class . Wake up liao then face machiam like zombie sia . ROFL ! But then wait until so long tcher ask me go home koon first . Next day then see him -.-

Then reach home bo get scolding sia ! This is like the rarest thing happen in this world lar . No one ask anything wor ! WTF LAR !! The world is upside down ? Hmmm .. its like not once or twice i ton wothout saying out why leh . Its like walau ! WHAT A MIRACLE !!

But anyway , i actually want to post this post earlier de . But i too tired le .___________________________________. LMAO ~
Anyway , was having fun alot ..

Dont know what to say xia ! zomg .____.

2009-07-25T18:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , din go sch again .
Cause my maid guai lan . Left 3 or 4 days clothes inside the basket and ask me wash .
But she din inform me earlier . When i know i clothes i go sch also no use .
But i know this day will come .
My tcher finally called , but he say that i will attributed by the sch .
Meaning i will be kick out of my sch ..

I was shocked at first , panicked , scared .
But after that , i have no feelings at all .
Just dont know why . this is the result my mum want it at first .
So is it better this way ? I dont think so too .

But anyway , my tcher say he gonna talk to me on monday and sign some documents if i cannot make it .
Anyway , at 3plus , ling and me go find AHGAL [ my mum ! >.< !] at yishun .
Cause got Chatters Food Gathering . So we went there chit chat awhile and set off to Hougang .

Reach Hougang at 5plus and chit chat again . Waiting for other chatters to come ..
Then while waiting , AHGAL [my mum !] cam-whore sia ! Using Ling's hp . ROFL lar ~
I di siao mum then she always want to treat me eat curry de . Sibei scary de . LOL !
But then she really very photogenic lar ! So dont anyhow say her hor ! LOL >.<

After that , GR came , then papa smurf , then kathy .
Around 8plus , me and ling go bedok . Cause meeting twinny at around 10plus at bedok north .
Cause i very fan lor . Then yesterday first time see my twinny chat and ton .

Ton till 7 plus . Then my mum called me . Fark lar ! I dont wanna say anything .
I'm numb . I felt so terrible . SOMEONE SAVE ME ! FARK UP LIFE LAR !
I WANT BANG WALL LAR !

Tagged replies :
teddy: teddy lai lerrs
Pearl: LOL . hello ~

cassandra: hi pearl!! lol, thank fr blogging th birthday wishes! :D anyway plsplspls consider sch than work k
Pearl: i will try lar .

cassandra: otherwise you will regret it ok.. my friend alr regret.. dont make haste decision k!
Pearl: i know . i think i more regret is borning into the wrong family ! fark up lar !

Mjiejie: i already say sch come first then work. coz ur already halfway thru le. just try to catch up. JY
Pearl: I can't tahan le jie . my brain gonna burst liao !

yuechun: hello, pearll, came here to tag, lol, hehe
Pearl: hello (: got blog bo ?

♥AHGAL: You got study one meh? Don't bulls.hit la. You didn't go school for 2 weeks liao lo. Hahaha!
Pearl: Bo lar . LOl . haha . ya . cause family lar . -.-

♥AHGAL: Suwati, faster online pei wo and tomorrow you must meet me!
Pearl: LOL . pei you le lar mum , rofl ~

ahjon: i know PearLL veh fan. duno how to cheer u. hope u'll settle down soon =] *mumbled smth*prayd for ya
Pearl: thanks jon . its ok de lar . wont settle down de lar . i cannot relax liao .

♥AHGAL: Beside my name you should put "mum". Hahaha! Suwatiiiiiii~
Pearl: LOL . Got see ma ? i got put . rofl !~ NO CURRY PLS !

Got mood i will update de ..
Cause mood damn low .
Family stuff is killing me to the core !
Kill me . now !
Disappearance is what i have been targeting for .
Tagges i will still reply .
byee .

What to do xia ? study ? work ? -.-

2009-07-19T17:59:00.005+08:00

Too much things happen ..
Have not been going sch for quite some time ler ..
Been having many family quarrels nowadays .
That's why no mood go sch ..
Been running about here and there .

Finally that day i talk thru with my mum .
She let me choose which way .
Study or work .
Cause of some reason , i wanted to work then study .

But is like so contradicting ..
ARHGGH . Fark .
I dont know yet .
Answer will soon revealed .

Will blogg soon .
Ciaos ~

2009-07-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

Hey people . I will be updating my blogg quite late .
Cause of some stuff unsolved yet . the taggs i will still will replied .

Tagged replies :
ahjon: meaning.. meaning im born in 1992 august 28th. =P now u know it.. hoho. gift exchange! xD
Pearl: haha . understooded ! LOL ! can say happy b'day to you ler (: okok !

hweetiang: PEARLYN ! hello, &TAGGGGGGXZXZ
Pearl: TAGGGED----xD

hubby: Love you wifey!!! Muacks
Pearl: Love you too hubby! mwacks ~

Mjiejie: =.= .. afternoon ask me msg u then u nv reply me. im just like u dun like ppl to dun reply me so u gonna explain
Pearl: sorry bout that . i reply you ler :D

Ok guys . gonna update soon ..
CIAOS ~

☆☆ Update update ☆☆

2009-07-05T15:47:00.001+08:00

☆3rd July 09☆

Happy 18th Birthday to Cass Jie !! xDD
Hopes to go out soon with her soon :D

Finally I can go out le .. Was planning to go where and do what ..
Hmmm , so AHGAL just nice ask me whether tonight want meet 11pm at tamp ..
Then i jitao shocked ! Cause is like so late .. So still not sure ..
Then she added , before 9pm tell her .

Then bout 3plus pm , i was chatting on msn with Leonard budbud .
Was chatting about the Friends For Sale thingy .. Saying each other expensive and stuff -.- Haha .
And asking how we are this holiday and stuff . Cause I can't go out during that 2 weeks . So ya ...

Then bud went to makan and came back around 4plus going to 5pm ..
Was asking whether he is going out anot and stuff and he show me one of his picture and me whether he look ok not .. Lol ..

He look ok what .. The eyes so big la @.@ But abit shagged lor ..
But overall , buddy still shuai la :D
Hope buddy dont mind i post his photo here .. Dont scold me ah >.< !

Next , he asked me bout this photo .. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LA !!

This photo is super duper damn funny la !!!!!! Like WHAT THE HELL la !!!
OMG ! I seee liao keep laugh until like mad la ! ROFLMAO ~~~~~~~~~~~
Look sibei retarded la ! AHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!! Machiam like 3 alien from OUTER SPACE ! >.<
From Left : Monster , Xiao Liang & Buddy .
Ok .. Stop the laughing . back to blogging ..

At about 5.27pm , xiao liang is added into the conversation ..
Supposingly , we should start planning where to go and do what .
But then we started to talk about xiao liang keeping a newborn kitten who was abandoned at his block void deck .. But the kitten had died ): Cause xiao liang say that he came back the kitten was fine but then he was too exhausted and he went to sleep , when he woke up the kitten is dead ..

Me , buddy and xiao liang all presume that is was because the kitten died because it had been separated with its mother . Its kinda sad that the kitty is dead .. But cant help much too . So Xiao Liang ! Don't sad ! Faster buried that kitty !

And about 5.49pm , we then started to plan where to go and what to do ..
Then this xiao liang hor , keep changing topic .
Say uploading their Genting photo -.-
Then while they are saying about that , i secretly zhao , go bathe first and put auto responder XD wakakaka ..

Then when i came back from bathing and preparing stuff about 6.38pm , i browse their previous conversation when i was not around ..
They say i bathe so long and suddenly change topic to bio zhar bor -.- LOL la .
Si xiao liang cursed me say i drop inside the toilet bowl -.-

Then i say slap both of them , then xiao liang say the toilet bowl come back liao -.- zzz
So the conversation continued .. Chatting about them having love sick and want love and blah blah blah .. LOL
About 6.43pm , bud say dont dragged time later will late .. Si xiao liang say meet at woodland -.- Then i scold him . Randomly , they say about toilet bowl and bud say jam for one year . LOL .

Then buddy ask me go to their area first . So i asked where : ''pasir ris or tamp ?''
Because of this question , the conversation is dragged and it turn out damn funny answering ! xDD

->Seow Liang: SL , Leonard: L , Pearl(me): P .

P : pasir ris or tamp ?
SL : johor baruh
L : middle
L : LOL
P : wah kao
L : Penang
SL : LOL
P : you both so du[poison]
SL : no la ok no joke
L : we go eat laksa
P : rofl~
SL : come korea find us ok ? *we korean*
L : LOL
P : xiao liang i make sure you jam in the toilet bowl for 2 years
L : LOL
P : try me
SL : WAH~!
P : LOL
L : HAHAHAHA
L : I LAUGHING SIA CB
SL : this one more fierce
P : LOLOL
SL : my head come out become shrink xiia
SL : 2years
P : not shrink hor
P : is follow the shape of the bowl
SL : wah
SL : so cruel
L : LOL
L : fierce
L : scary
L : LOL

Actually it ended here de .. But then ...

L : ok la
L : pearl
P : ya
L : you just come my area first
L : take 89
SL : no take 27 to airport
L : LOL
SL : then take plane to korea
L : LOL
SL : ok
L : cb sia liang
SL : :D
L : LOL
L : serious serious then you start again
L : HAHA
SL : wat ?
SL : LOL.
P : xiao liang i will add one more year . total 3 years .
SL : ok la
L :HAHAHA
P : LOL
SL : sorry la boss
P : guai
L : LOL
SL : booketie~
L : pearl you take 89 then you know how to change right ?
SL : forgot how to spell the pear hor name.
SL : tak cab la
L : LOL
SL : leo will pay
SL : count on his tab
P : ~.~
L : i broke already:x
P : xiao liang 10 years liao ! you die ! shinnei @
SL : use your backside ba.
L : my shirt Mr Broke , people Mr Cute
SL : wah lao
SL : LOL.
L : LOL
P : what thing ? 89 change what ?
L : ask monster
P : hur ? your place or ?
SL : you go teh him :x
P : i teh you first then monster
SL : wah lao.
SL : dun leh.
SL : i innocent.
L : LOL
L : that time she teh monster
SL : u and monster feud.
L : i keep laughing
SL : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAH
L : CB
L : LOL
P : ROFL ! xiao liang later you and me the feud hor .
L : ok la pearl
L : me and sl go prepare
P : okok . anything call or msg .

Finally it ended ..
At 7plus , i went out to meet BUDDY♥ at his area .
Reach buddy block void deck le then wait for him to come down .
Bud take very long to come down ~.~

i look at the time and it is 8.44pm .
Then AHGAL miss call me ..
I called back and she ask me whether can meet now and not 11pm .
I told her i am out le . then told her before 11pm will be done and meet at tamp .
After hanging up the call , i call yiling , asked her pei me and stuff and planning tml stuff .
Then settle liao .

Buddy FINALLY came down ! haha . he took 20mins~25mins to come down ! LOL !
We chit chat and stuff and wait for SL to come ..

Then we proceed to tamp . Then go tamp mall walk walk see see .
Cause it about 10pm liao , the kopitiam close le .
So we went to tamp inter the kopitiam and eat .
I feel bad throwing SL and buddy there . But in the end they persuade me in letting them to tagg along . haha .

About 10.30pm , i go meet linq at inter and then find AHGAL & Nova ..
Meet them le then they say maybe will ask PSPboi to come out . so kinda curious . Cause he find trouble with us first . So i kinda also want to punch him . LOL . But not confirm that he will come anot la .
Then miaoqi , hao , simin and ahmao came . All is Nova and AHGAL's friend .
Me and ling just tagg along only ..

Then everyone here liao then we proceed to the inter .
Actually want take bus to era de . But bo bus le .
So they decided to take cab .

But then cause got alot of ppl and shortage of cash .
We gonna split everyone .. me and ling ask gal to go first .
Cause still must wait for monster ..

Then was so sorry to let Nova and gal and the rest to wait for us ..
But also cant throw buddy and liang here . Then just nice monster and one of his friend came .
But buddy they all not going era .. So i also not so sure whether i going not . So sit there and chit chat with buddy they all ..

I told Nova that later then confirm with her whether i going anot later . Cause the main point is that i want to see how PSPboi look like . but if he does not come out then no point i go there . plus i got shortage of cash home . So in the end i din go .

Me , Linq , Buddy , Liang , Monster & Uncle chatting about alot of stuff and many ..
Then see monster abit hang hang then keep di siao him as ah pek .. LOL !
So damn funny and fun la . But monster not so xiao qi de la .. Haha .

Then we chat about ghost stories , fashion , shoes , religious , gods and many more ...
Din even notice the time . When we noticed the time liao , its already 4 plus am .. ROFL la ~
Having alot of fun chatting . Hahah . Nearly tio police screening la . haha ..

All of us abit hungry le , then start walking to blk 201A de 7-eleven .
About 10mins walk , we reach . SL and monster buy cup noodle . I buy one bread .
The rest bo buy anything . We stand outside de 7eleven and eat & chat ..

About 5.30plus , i buay tong leh liao .. me , ling , bud and liang walk to blk 301 .
Monster and uncle stay opposite of the 7eleven .
So all of us bid farewell and proceed to the bus stop ..

I surely take cab de and linq take bus cause i lobang buddy and liang home .
I'm so sorry towards linq la . cuase i ps her alone ):
SORRY LING !! I NEXT TIME TREAT YOU DRINKS ;D

Me , Buddy and Liang halt a cab le then proceed home ..
I reach home about 6am ..
Then i bathe le then koon .
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Siao Dao Penggggggggggggggggggg~ LOL !

2009-07-02T20:34:00.005+08:00

First day of my freedom ..
Muhahahahhahahahahaha ...

Wake up at 8.30plus am , bathe and eat breakfast le .
Then went to meet yiling at 10plus 11 at Bedok ..
Pei her return her friend money ..

After returning , still so early ..
About 12pm , msg Nova and her if she wants to meet ..
Was so curious how she look like la ..
Then me and linq decided to meet at her area that is Yishun .

So before we set off there , me and linq went for a sugar cane drink , cause i am thirsty .
Then we took bus 854 to yishun , all the way ..

About 1 plus pm , we reach yishun .
I thought Nova would be there already , but din see her ..
So i msg her and ask her where she was . Then she replied she just on her way cause she doesn't know we reach so soon . haha .
Then bo bian , me and linq wait for her at the inter and randomly guessing who is Nova .. LOL la .

But when she reach , we was so shocked then Nova is so small size >.<
Then after that we suppose to go and eat , but in the end we change our mind and decided to look for AHGAL ..
I also quite curious how she looks la .. Cause never see before ma ..
Nova stated two ways of going her house there .
Either take a bus or we walk there .
Then all 3 of us decided to walk there .

While walking out of North point , so suay la , the sky started to showered heavy downpours la -.-
But we still decided to walk there . Then on the way to AHGAL's house there , me , Nova and linq was having fun chionging rain lor . LOL ! We laugh and joke all the way . Running like a mad woman la .. ROFL ~

Finally , we reach our destination .
Was soaking wet and cold la . haha .
Then ahgal was already there waiting for us .

At first i thought she was fierce , but actually she is a very fun and nice person :D LOL .
We chat alot of stuffs here and there .. Cracking stupid jokes also .. xD
Actually was supposed to meet Candy , my crazy partner de T^T
But was settling some stuff .. So i will make it up for her on other days ..
Anyway , SORRY CANDY CRAZY PARTNER !!! >.<
Then bout 5.30pm , me and linq depart from yishun to hougang ave 8 to buy my dad's food .
Nova took bus home and AHGAL walk home .

After buying , linq follow me home and we went out to have dinner .
After eating and some chatting , me and linq was like hang half way la .
Cause chiong rain ma , then leave ourselves to auto dry -.-
So i think is because of that we are starting to get sleepy .

Before sending linq to the bus stop to take bus home , i got to buy my sis's food .
Then after buying , i send linq to the bus stop .
Pei her wait for bus and went home .

I seriously enjoy today la .
Cause i earn two more friends :D
Well , will meet more of them if they are free . xP Haha .
So thats all .
Ciaos ~

Once again , i'm alive xDD

2009-07-01T12:46:00.002+08:00

Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is the day !
I'm alive ! Whoosh xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
After tonight , tml i will be a free bird xPPPPPPPPPPPPP
Wakakakakaka :D

P.S. Please People Out There ! Jio Me Go Out Alright !
My phone will be on 24/7 ! xD

After my maid went back philippines , everyday i'm dying to go out la ..
Now that she is coming back le , i gonna make full use of my rest of my holidays and hang out crazilyyyyyyy ~
I will be waiting for tml patiently .. wahahaha ~

Turning crazy and excited now !
Blogging will resume later or tml ~~
Wheeeeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~~
Ciaos -------------------------------------------X

One more day [:

2009-06-30T16:46:00.003+08:00

Still as usual .. Stay at home doing house chores ..
Taking care of daddy ..

Although very siians at home ..
But then still quite happy thought .
Cause i always pester Yiling to come my house .. Haha .
Yesterday , yiling did come my house and pei me :D
Cause i asked her to pei me take pay from shaunie ..
Then after that buy solution for my contact lens ..

Then proceed home to chit chat bout stuff ..
And time flies fast , bout 10.40 plus , Yiling went home .
Then me went home ..

Was about to sleep at 11plus de ..
But was so hungry and wake up and cooked maggie mee .. LOL !
Finished eating le then i wait for my food to digest before i sleep .
About 1plus am then i sleep ..

Well , that's all ..
Will blogg again ..
Ciaos ~ :D

yawns ..

2009-06-28T19:43:00.002+08:00

Yawns .. have been sleeping for two days la .
Damn tired too . Having been sleeping well ..
Hmmm , i have not been out for a week plus ..

Gonna wait for my maid to return back to SG though .
Have been waking up damn early ..
Guess that i have adapt this kind of life and timing ba ..

Just wonder if my maid is back and i was on the loose again ?
Will i run about outside and went home late again ? haha .
I dont know too myself .

Today , my sis desktop broke down .
She really is a idiot la .
Everytime comp down or tio some virus , she will like angry first then pek chek .
Fark la . i not her maid lor . Die die also must serve her .
No lor . I not going to help her though .
She din even have the simplest respect to me la .

House chores also i do everything . Say want help then in the end sleep like a pig like that .
Push everything to me to do . Serve her right la . Comp down jiu come and beg me .
Kao siia . Like dog like that . Hack care her anyway . She din show me respect also .
From young till now also like that . Like empress like that . Fark her la hor .

Alright , chill .. Dont wanna scold her anymore .
Wasting my energy too .. Still left 3 days to freedom once again ! haha !
WhoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoShhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~
Will blog soon again (:
Ciaos ~ :D

So hungry ... -.-

2009-06-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

So hungry now .. Koon also ..
Dont know what to post ..

Search for food now ..
ciaos ~ LOL

its warmness xD

2009-06-22T01:09:00.004+08:00

Everyday doing the same routine over and over again . Haha .
But dont know why .. I felt a sense of warmness in the house ..
Even if i am the one doing all the stuff .
Does that means that i starting to like home and feel that it does existed in my world .

Hmmm , some how i felt quite contended ever since my maid went back home .
Have i grown up and think more mature enough already ?
Even if i dont go out , i wont feel bored at all . haha . I think its a miracle to me (:

Anyway , this morning my sis went to Hong Kong already . For vacation lor . Haha .
She not at home for 4 days also good . Peace in the house . (V^.^V) Haha .
Oh ya ! Nearly forget -.- June 20 is my sis birthday ! Anyway ,
Happy 20th Birthday to my sis xD

And yesterday was Father's day ! Wishing all Daddies over the world a
Happy Father's Day ! :D

That's all for today .
Ciaos ..

(:

2009-06-20T01:43:00.004+08:00

Today still goes on smoothly (:
Ling came my house .
Having fun on the chat .
haha .

yesterday night , i chat with this cute guy .
He draw something that represent me . haha .

Haha . He draw me as a pig -.-

anyway , tml will be another day . 12days left [:
ciaos ~

Tired ..

2009-06-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

Phew , Day 1 is over . Now consider Day 2 le .
But no matter what still must jia you .
T,l yiling coming my house pei me slack .

Kinda happy . Tml also gonna wake up at 530 .
Wont sleep much ba me ..

Gonna rest le .
ciaos ppl .

Cause of blame is me again ):

2009-06-17T23:11:00.005+08:00

Tml is the day i shall take a huge responsibility in taking care of my dad and house chores .
Plus this Sunday , my sis going on vacation to Hong Kong and Macau and will be back on Thursday .
Leaving me to handle everything on my own . No one to help .

Today was the last day i can go out and hang around for awhile .
From morning , i was ask by maid to buy cough medicine and some pills .
Then buy breakfast for my dad and return home .

Went out with yiling to meet some friends at Jurong point @ 2plus.
Slack around and went off at about 4plus .
I was given a certain timing to be back home cause my maid is going to take her air tickets @ 5.30pm .
I departed from JP to Bedok and reach about 5 plus going 6pm .

I received a message from my maid saying that she will kill me and hate me and stuff .
My prepaid was damn low , and i called back using yiling's phone .
Explaining to my maid why i late . But was curse and blame for everything .
Cause i left my dad alone at home . But i din purposely did it but i did rush as fast as i can .
I din reach home in time cause my sis wanted me to help her buy a bag .
She is so free yet she ask me help her . In the end , was to blame and curse for everything .
Din have time to buy her bag , rushing home , dad was alone for an hour .

Reach home @ 6.30pm , saw dad's friend with him and left as soon as i reach home .
Saying many apologies to my dad . And he replied : '' You are very dangerous person leh .."
Dont know what to reply , i just do my stuff . I know he is suoer disappointed in me but i dont wanna explain already . They wont listen anyway ..

Maid came back at 8pm , started cursing me , blame me , scold me .
I dont wish to reply any or argue with her . Whatever i have explained is like thrown into the dustbin .
But soon after i bathe finish , she asked me to arrange my dad's medicine for the morning for two weeks .
But she din tell me what to arrange . I asked her but she was still angry and ask me sought it myself .
She added , whatever you want to do to your dad just let you be la , your make your father die also not my problem . I heard it i nearly cry . It wasnt my fault to be late though . But she doesnt care .. And added , "your dad wants to die because of YOU ! Always dont want to listen , if he something happen then is all your fault ! "
I was stabbed right thru the heart . Feel like crying but i stopped .

Then later I picked up the medicine box and try soughting out . But was kena scolded by her again and said i was stupid and brainless . Keep saying i am the one to blame for my dad's situation for having fever .
And kept saying that i was trying to kill my dad and stuff . Was uber sad and not happy already . What she want me to do ? I tried already right ? I wanna explain but she doesnt wants to hear . All the blames was throw at me . Leaving me more blames to myself . I hold my tears and carry on soughting out . But she blame me thru out for being stupid and stuff and help me with the soughting .

After finishing soughting , she cursed and blamed and scolded me for the whole night .
I try not to care . But the words are pierced right thru my heart . More uber sadness .
When morning came , guess that i will be all myself to do all the stuff . Hope nothing went wrong .
Have to geng after 2 weeks before she came back .

Just have to do my part properly and carefully .
Morning must wake up early . Gonna be independent now .
Wish myself luck then .
Ciaos .

Sad news .

2009-06-16T09:55:00.002+08:00

Good morning . Zzz ..
First time so early blogg .
Hmmm , suddenly got bad flu , dry throat , and headaches .
Was awoken by my maid though .

She suddenly ask me can take care of my dad anot .
Then i was like huh ? But then after that then she say her dad passed away last night .
She cried in the morning when i accidentally ask her again .
I felt so sad for her . She din went home to see her parents for years .

I kinda blamed my mum why she doesnt allow her to go back home .
She also have her parents to takecare though .
I also knew that my dad in this condition really cant afford my maid to go home .
But me and my sister will have to learn . But now tragedy strike .

My maid's father passed away , without her going to see him and talk to him for the last time .
She is uber sad . I can see thru her eyes . I understand that feeling .
Cause when my grandpa , my mother side , passed away , i was having prelims .
And for years i din see him already . But then he passed away . I haven seen or talk to him for the last time .
Regret ? And yes , i felt so regretted . Really . But time wont turn back .

But for this holiday , my maid will be going back to settle her dad's funeral .
She will be teaching me how to take care of my father's hygiene and all .
So she wopnt be so worried of us who cant take care of my dad .
So after that i will have to be havemore responsibility to take care ad look after my dad .

Hope everything is fine for her .
God Bless Her and her family .
Ciaos .

Hohoho ~ Drag me to hell !

2009-06-14T00:58:00.004+08:00

Going to watch what i wanted to watch ! wakaka ~

Continue from just now .
After work , i went to meet Shurn Heng kor kor @ downtown and went to catch a movie (:
I die die also want to watch DRAG ME TO HELL !
So kor kor nothing to say lor but pei me watch . Cause actually he want watch LAND OF THE LOST .
But he say nevermind , today jiu let me be the host . Haha .
So good ! Thanks eh KORKOR !! Haha .

Anyway , before the 5.35pm movie , me and kor went to burger king and eat dinner .
Then after that we went up to the cinema and watch our movie xDD

After watching the movie , i got alot of things to say xPP LOL .
The movie damn nice and is breath-taking ! I super love it !
Gonna watch more horror or gory shows often ! xDD
Wheeeeesx ~ I'm crazy about thrillers man ! Haha .

Then , we went to eat ice cream @ downtown east .
And i called Candy , my crazy partner ! xDD whooosh ~~
Called her to ask her where is she and ask for a meet up ..

Supposingly should meet her at Choa Chu Kang , cause she working there .
But the time we depart from Downtown is already 8plus . She end work at 9.30pm .
So change of plan , not going CCK but meet at Jurong East .

So I reach there before her . Then i ask kor to pei me cause his house is near .
So in the mean now , i chat with kor kor and chat about some of my family stuff .
Hmmm , not long , Candy came and we accompany her to eat and chit chat about our stuff .
Cause long time never talk to her le .

Around 10.45pm , me and candy took train home .
Then Korkor walk home .
But seriously , i enjoyed today [:
Reach home @ 12am .
check my mails and off to bed .
Cause having headaches .
Ciaos .

DJ PEARL is back on the mixer xPP

2009-06-13T11:52:00.007+08:00

Haha . Was out in the morning at 8am to work .
All thanks to Dj Shaunie xDD and now i am back on the mixer .
Woohoo ~ Fun eh .. Although boring . Haha .

Location : Near Pasir Ris inter , Kernel there .
Time : 11.56am
Mood : Nothing to do , HOT !
Weather : Raining and partly Cloudy x.x [P.S] Still HOT la !

LOL . Got to wait till 5pm to off work .
BUT ! Going to go for a movie with Shurn Heng Kor Kor !!
Wheesxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ..

Well , that's all .
Well blogg about the movie later . Haha .
Its been a long time since i went to the cinema .

Oh ya ! Forgot the mega best part !!!!! >.<
Ah nei [WILLY] today going to army @ PULAU TEKONG !!!!!
Hope he like the atmosphere there and sleeping with GHOST ! WAKAKAKKA !!!!
No la .. Not so chek ar la . Hope he will be fine la . LOL .
Gonna miss those fun times eh . Di di siiao times also .
Jia you jia you ! xDD

Gonna Ciaos now ~~ :D

Feel refresh (:

2009-06-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

Whoosh ~ Feel so refreshing .. xDD
Was playing Lappie for the whole day till 5plus !
But went for jogging at around 7 plus with Ignatius .

Haha . Never feel so good to have a jogg man ! xPP
Will do this quite often !

Well , tml is DMT phase test !
And the Last day of sch ! haha XDD
After tml is a Summer Holidays !!!!!!!!!!

Well , good luck to me for tmls test ! xD

Flu ah flu .. -.-

2009-06-09T15:04:00.002+08:00

Siians . Dont know why so suay .. Kena flu liao .
Plus today damn f*cking hot la .. ZZZ
So bored ..

Who wanna hangout ~~ LOL
Just randoming .

nothing much to blog le ..
Shall see tml . Hohoho ~

Fun but not Fun but Fun (: ):

2009-06-07T16:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to Jeremy di's b'day BBQ .
Me and Jacky went there together . And turns out that the b'day boy was half seh liao .
Cause he and his friends finish 5 ABSOLUTE VODKA within 3 hrs ! PURE VODKA WITH NOTHING ! PLUS SHOTS ! OMG LA ! >.< '' And so most of his friends are damn seh ! LOL !! Then my di's whole body also smells like liquor . Haha .

But Anyway , Its fun though . LOL !
Although me and jacky was waiting for Jeremy to serve us , in the end , he was like half seh and walking about , running about like a super high person . LOL . His body was like burning and red . Me and Jacky di siiao here and there . Haha .

But not always in a good mood de la . Surely got something happen that day .
My maid called me and blame me for letting my parents to quarrel cause me .
Why am i always the one ? I felt so tired already . I din do things that is wrong or whatever shit .
But this few days they are quarrelling cause of me . WHY ?!?! F*cked it la . Hack care le la .
I simply have no energy to care or what la .

Anyway , after settling the call , i walk back to the pit , and saw his family is already packing up the stuff ! I was damn shocked la . I was on phone then suddenly b'day cake gone and BBQ food gone ! LOLOLOLOL ! But nevermind la . My Di is very happy , contented and Seh ! LOL .
Miraclely , My di suddenly hugg everyone who come to his BBQ !
He is not that 热情 kind of person wor . Me also stunned . Cause first time my di hugg me . Haha .
After that , all his secondary sch friends and ITE classmates when off le .
Leaving me and Jacky to accompany him pack stuff .

Its 11plus when i looked at my phone time . I cant possibly catched my last bus le .
So me and Jacky help Jeremy to carry some left over stuff over at the BBQ pit to his home .
Then the time is already 12 plus am le . So we have no choice but to ton over at Jeremy's place . Cause me and Jacky haven ate anything from his BBQ . So He called mac delivery for us and pay for us too xD He is damn seh already . So we let him sleep first . But at the same time also di siiao him until you cannot sleep . Haha . But cause he din ate anything and drink LOTS of VODKA , He kept wanting to vomit but nothing came out . So we ask him to drink warm water and eat some fries .

After eating we went back to his room to try get some sleep . But it turn out to be that we are damn hyper . Keep laughing and laughing . HAHA ! LOL ! BUAY TEHEN siia !! But after that , bout 3plus , we buay tong liao .. So we all kun till the morning . Haha .

But about 4.35am , my sis called and kpkb with me about my parents stuff . Then I talked some reason out of her and she diam diam . Then tell her tml i will settle with them and go kun .
Mood although not good . But still sleep all the way till morning . Haha .

About 8plus , me and jacky left his house and went home .
I reach home about 9am , and waited outside for my mum . I know that this timing my mum go to work .She called my hp and i told her i wanted to settle outside house .
Then keep saying nothing . Say not quarrelling with me dad about my things . So i dont care what she trying to explain and so I went in .

Watch Tv when the moment i step in the house till 1130am .
Bathed and eaten lunch . Use comp till now . Damn tired cause i just slept about 2hrs plus at Di's house . Cause keep waking up for nothing . So Now abit sleepy . -.-

Hmmm , anyway , after this week jiu H O L I D A Y le ! Whooooosh ~~
But my holiday like machiam no holiday de . So see how . See got any plans not .

But anyway , this coming Friday Phast Test , PU0804V JIAYOU ! Must pass ! [:
I going to have my coffee now le . Ciaos ~ :D

Sorry peeps ! Late blogging again .

2009-06-06T14:45:00.003+08:00

Whoa . Its been sometime i have been using my lappie and blog . Haha .
Anyway , life this days had been fun and sad .
Family dispute again . But seems to be turning abit better i guess .
Have been going home late everyday .
This is the feeling i always never expect i could have .
Been enjoying going home late and without kena any scoldings for a week !

Now , I have feel relax and not pissed anymore .
Well , shall end my life story telling thingy . Haha .

Hmmm , today is my Di's b'day XD
Happy Birthday Jeremy Di !!
Hope the best for him and hope he study hard .

Later maybe can go to his BBQ @ Pasir Ris . Hope to take some pictures with him :D
Well , shall blogg again ;p

Back.

2009-05-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hellos people . I'm back to blogging (:
Anyways , will write my blogg sometimes .
Wont be always blogging .

Nights [:

Out of time ..

2009-03-29T19:17:00.003+08:00

Sorry friends .
Me will blog soon .
Not much time to write .
Will blog soon .

Dont worry bout me guys .
Thanks for being there friends and buddies :D
I deeply appreciated (:

Curse Life ☆

2009-03-27T14:13:00.002+08:00

What family means to me ??
I feel nothing from them .
My memories of them is like a dark sky .
There are patches of clouds here and there in the dark sky ,
the patches of clouds are the happy things we did together and having fun .
But the dark sky represents the unhappiness that i have from them , criticism , scoldings , glares , not satisfied and many unhappy things .
My happiness from them is just as thin as the clouds , it will disperse away any moment .
Leaving the ruthless dark sky for me .

Last night , my sis quarrel with me .
She can't sleep she blame me , she shouted at me .
Throwing a din in the middle of the night .
Awaking my parents and maid , now it started again .
Everything was me to take the blame .
No matter what explanation won't help .
In fact , i din evoke her . But she can do whatever shit she wants .
Throw tantrum , pick fights with me , making me the sin of everything related to her .

I have enough of unfairness and bias .
I am more like a dog or maid to them in the family .
Its been years for since i have any peace in my mind .
Sick and tired of hearing sarcasm , disputes , criticism in the house .
Not even one of them help me .
No one even cared .
Why bother to bring me up ?!
The tortures is enough .

Going out is wrong , working is wrong , staying home is wrong .
WHAT THE FUCK THEY WANT FROM ME !??????????
Can they just fucked care me ?!

If i could , i would leave here forever and never return home .
Since i am not part of their family , what for having me here .
My dad said this morning , if he is dying soon , he is going to pull me with him .
Wow ! My dad want me to die . That's what i owe him right , the life they given me .
I really hope they take away my life faster . Then i will not have to suffer .
Then whole family will be damn happy and open party ! ha ha . .

I'm pathetic and useless .
No wonder they hate me .
ha ha ha . . .
Living with criticism everyday ..
Awaiting for the ending ..
God , please save me ..

2009-03-24T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hey people ..
Didn't blogg this few days cause lappie kana condfiscated -.-

Anyway ,
yesterday i went back to Secondary sch to check out some of the teachers and juniors .
Then went to play basketball with my kakias .
hahas .
About half year never played basketball already .
Skill not that good already .

Today ,
FINALLY got back my lappie XD
*snuggle* *snuggle*
hahas .

Slept till 1plus i also don't know .
Never Slept to 1plus before .
Gosh .. What a good sleep man ..
Hahas .

Tml planning to go out .
Shall see tml what stuff can i do .

WHEEESX !!
Counting down to chalet in 8Days ! XD

Tired .. Very Tired !

2009-03-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today din get to go for work ..
Cause my maid having off-day on every Saturday .
Sighs .
Felt quite tired though .

Hmmmm , anyway ,
heard from Gabriel that today there is lots of bands .
Alot of cool songs played !
Arghhh !!
I want to listen too T-T

Hope to start work soon XD
Hmmm ,
now thinking of whether tommorrow wanna go out anot ~.~
Shall see ..

Counting down to Chalet in 10 Days already !!
Woohoo ~

ARGHHHH ! FUCKED OFF BASTARDS !

2009-03-21T14:01:00.008+08:00

Same as usual ,
was out early again .
But yesterday went to AMK ite .

Saw Firdaus and Fiq on the opposite bus stop .
Firdaus on way to Tampines for work and Fiq going home .

Gabriel came out and brought me into their campus .
Going up to second storey ,
saw Adnan , Benjamin , Colin (bastard) .

Adnan was trying to asked something out from them .
In the end , nothing .
Anyway , my turn to speak .
Trying not to scold them .

But in the end ,
knew something that I dont wanna know .
i dont wish to repeat it .
But i cried for 4 times thinking way back then when I really sees what Colin true colors is .
He is a Bastard ! But Junyuan is more than a bloody bastard !
I cant believe what they did .

Junyuan didn't came yesterday , otherwise he will know what i will do to him .
Decision is final .
NEVER TO HEAR FROM THEM EVER AGAIN .
STAY AWAY FROM US .
NEVER TO CONTACT US AGAIN .
CONTACTS ARE DELETED FROM FRIENDSTER , FACEBOOK , TAGGED , MSN AND HANDPHONES .
LASTLY , NEVER TO SEE THEM RIGHT INFRONT OF US !
OTHERWISE NO MERCY WHEN SEES THEM .

Anyway , tired of crying and settling of this prob .
Case is solved . Truth is out .

Went to Sumo House to eat with Gabriel , Benjamin , Aldrich , his deardear and 4 friends .
Wanting to eat also damn pek chek .
Stupid cashier keep count wrong money .
Damn fucked up la .
Anyway , after finished lunch .
Gabriel , Aldrich and Benjamin wanted to go for work interview at Bugis .
So bout 2 plus , we set off differently to Bugis .
I went to meet Alex at Bugis for a walk ,
Cause my mood still was unstable .

Then Max and his bf , Reid came to Bugis to look for me .
Cause i told jie my mood was unstable .
She actually wanted to treat me ice cream ,
but rejected . Cause i really dont have the mood to eat .
Anyway , after telling jie what happen .
I was abit relieved , temporary stable i guessed .

Anyway , bout 6 plus .
I went to look for Gabriel , Aldrich and Benjamin's workplace .
Alex was worried bout me ,
so he followed me to look for them .
Their workplace is cool as there is a place for jamming !
Its kinda cool , cause i get to see alot of bands playing there .
By the way , the place is called F.A.D. MEDIA .
They are having a event there called the SCREAM FEST .
Forgot to mention , they work as a bouncer over there ((:
Its damn cool and shiok !! XD

bout 7 plus , Alex went off .
I accompanied them after they off work .
Although is kind of boring just to stand there ,
but we also get to listen to the bands that are playing .
The music is damn nice .
There in the band room is like a mini concert hall ,
atmosphere is damn solid and the bands damn rocks ! XD
I took some pictures in that room and video ((:

Pictures taken @ f.a.d media ..

Its kinda dark . But i like the atmosphere ! XD

There is quite alot of bands here taking turns to go on stage to perform .

Video of the last group , ONE-EIGHTY XD

Its not very clear in listening to their songs .
Really damn loud .. But they sang damn nice !

There is one more video but the music is not clear .
Will record a clearer songs on my next duty :D

All of us off work already .
We went to meet Peiling (Drich gf) at Bugis mrt .

Then slack at Bugis junction .
Benjamin was too bo liao ,
so he acted as having stroke .
Dont know why also .
He called that skin stroke .
Really is ZOMG la !

Video taken @ Bugis Junction ..

He really look damn hilarious but stupid ! XD

Bout 11plus , we went home .
Yesterday was damn pissed and tired .
But in the end , we did enjoyed some laughter .

LOL ! Laughing like hell today XDD

2009-03-19T23:26:00.008+08:00

As usual like yesterday , gone out early .
Sat at the amk mac using lappie ..

But abit special ..
Cause i went to find them at amk area ,
Between blk 533 and 535 -.-

Walau lor ..
I nearly lost at that area siia .
Cause i dont know how to find that place ..
Still asked around how to go there -.-
Damn diao can ?!?? ~.~
Paiseh siia ~~

Anyway , finally i found that place -.-
But today they got some daiji between their own brothers .
Its a case of backstabbing .
That is one thing i hate to hear .
Cause i been through that .
Its unbearable and unforgiving .

Anyway ,
there is Gabriel , Junyuan , Firdaus , Nas , Adnan .
The backstabbers are Colin and Benjamin .
So damn fucking hurting is that both la .
Anyway , Fiq and Wes i just knew .
Hahas .

As they questioned Ben and Colin ,
I just came . Its around 12 plus , going to 1pm .
Nabei la . Just come jiu got problem liao .

Cause they were damn angry , so they shouted at the both of them .
Then resident called the police ..
Then police came and checked us .
They thought we having gang fight la .
CB siia . I just came then i kana take down IC and address .
KNN lor . 3 police , 1 female and 2 male .
Female police damn fierce la .

But then just nice , got fogging .
Then really damn lots of XIAO QIANG crawl out of the RUBBISH CHUTE !!
ARGHHHHHH ! GROSS X.x

But anyway , we change place to the void deck .
Then we talked nicely there .
Then talk talk there got alot of xiao qiang crawling ~.~
LOLS !! Funniest thing is that , the xiao qiang crawl up to Firdaus shirt !
Then he shout damn loud : ''EEEEEEEEEEEEYER !''
Walau , damn funny la !!!!!! XDD

But anyway , this conversation was draining and waste of breath ..
It dragged till bout 4plus .
Then Firdaus and Fiq went off .
Soon , Junyuan and Adnan go off too .

The two betrayers went off to somewhere else .
Leaving me , Gabriel and Wes .

We keep laughing all the way siia .
Really cant stop laughing siia .
Wes make me laugh until i buay tahan !!

He is damn dramatic la !
And indeed a potential joker ! XD

Anyway , bout 6plus .
We went to meet Aldrich .
He did not join us in the afternoon cause he went to see movie with his deardear .
He is quite disappointed and pissed like we all do .

Bout 7plus , Wes went home .
Then we slacking with Aldrich 3 friends and his girl .

Bout 8plus , Aldrich friend left .
So leave me , Gabriel , Aldrich and his girl .

We went chit chatting at the badminton court near Amk area .
So as usual , cam-whoring .
But i'm not in there . Hahas .

Pictures taken @ Badminton court ..

Gabriel and Aldrich was smoking ..
Me and Peiling was sitting down .

Brothers love -.- LOL ! (Gabriel and Aldrich)

Aldrich and his deardear Peiling (:

Video taken @ Badminton Court ..

After slacking there for quite some time .
Bout 10 plus going to 11 , we all went home .

It has been a fun and sad day .
But next day , will be more havoc .
Self-reflection day for Colin and Benjamin .

That night wanted to post this , but half way connection lost .
Anyway , will stopped here .
Sorry for the half way post . Hahas .

Super siiao . LOLS .

2009-03-19T00:28:00.008+08:00

As usual , like yesterday .

But morning , met up with a online friend , Vincent .
Chit-chatting at amk mac while waiting for my friends .
Bout 12 , Vincent went off to check his bike .

Bout 12 plus ,
met up with Gabriel , Colin , Benjamin , Firdaus , Junyuan only .
Ad nan went home and Nas don't know go where .

So we went slacking again .
Damn hyper la . LOLS !
Playing games at the playground around AMK .
LOL ! We played a stupid game that is whoever laugh first will be beaten .

Damn pain la .. But ok la . stupid game >.<>

Slack till bout 4 plus , Colin , Firdaus and Junyuan went home . Leaving me , Gabriel , Aldrich and Benjamin . We went to Clarke quay to walk around and slack around .

Picture taken @ Clarke Quay 7-11 outside ~.~

Me and Aldrich .. Lols . I look like cat siia -.-

>.< Ice cream and cone ! XD

Me and Aldrich ; archa liaos ~~~ XD [ARCHA!!]

After that , we walked to Esplanade AGAIN !
Hahas . But walk passed there niia .

Then accompany them to take bus to Commonwealth -.-
Far siia . First time ever travelled till that far .
But anyway , I took bus from there to hougang ..
Damn high siia !! Long long journey ..
But then super tired and slept on bus ..
Whole body aching siia ..

But today quite ok la .
Not really that hyper in the end ..
Went came to night , there is always something that happen to me .

Thoughts came into my mind once again .
Guess that , i dont have to feel that feeling like yesterday .
Cause i have to wish well to him ..

I only can say is that , it it predestined that it will have this outcome .
Got to stop thinking about it already .
All the best then .

Hahas ..
Quite a long day already .
Its A New Day Tomorrow :D

Fun but sad .. Why ?

2009-03-17T22:49:00.008+08:00

Went out in the morning like yesterday .
I hate planning what i gonna do everyday .
I don't like when someone asked me "Go where ?"
Its damn frustrating , i hate that question .

That's why i didn't plan today .
What came through my mind i will do as it is .
No thinking . No Where .

So just met up with my friends ,
Gabriel , Colin and Benjamin .
But in the end more people was with them .
So Nas , Firdaus , Aldrich , Junyuan and Adnan join us .

Went to AMK Ite to look around as they brought in to see .
Soon went slacking at the void deck .
Chit chatting and laughing .
About 5plus , Nas , Firdaus , Junyuan , Colin and adnan went off .
Leaving me , Gabriel , Benjamin and Aldrich .

So we went to Esplanade top level to view the scenery and chit chatting .
Pictures taken @ Esplanade

Live bands singing ..

POWER UP WITH MOSAIC ..

Aldrich texting a girl whom he finally woo ! He is damn hyper !!
LOLS ! But anyway , Congrats !

Aldrich ( Black tee) , Benjamin (Green tee) and Gabriel (Red tee)

Gabriel and Aldrich is blood related brothers !
Today just knew -.- LOLS . Plus Benjamin ..
They are Brothers4Life (:

Pictures taken @ Outram park mrt

Suddenly feeling of sadness cause of some stuffs ..

Was kinda sad on train on way home .
Cause i felt that as if i have been pushing around .
I hated that feeling .. But don't know why he din speak a word .
I'm confused now .. Very lost . What to do ??
Don't really wanna type out how are feel ..
I will leave it as something I dont wish know ..

Feeling exhausted after lots of walk today ..
Shall repeat the same routine again tml ..
No planning ; just do it .
Anyway , nice to know you guys [:

Thinking makes me feel tired ..

2009-03-17T00:39:00.003+08:00

Was out early in the morning ,
cause of some reasons so must be out early .

Just don't know why ..
I think its because its a Monday ,
so i feel blue ba ..

Have a lot of stuffs in mind that makes me have some flashback on my past .
Thinking back .. It really is disheartening ..

Sighs . Have been trying to stop thinking back already ..
But just don't know why when my mood went low and really damn low ,
i started speaking negative .

Anyway , its not the first time i ever thought of that ..
It hurts my brain just to think back about the past .

Really damn hurting ..
So lost again ..
How i wish life would be better ..
Sighs ..

Anyway , have been thinking too much already ..
Damn tired right now ..
Gonna rest soon ..
Hope tml will be better ..

What did the believe go ?? sighs ..

2009-03-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

Today is kinda moody ..
Cause of my maid who say those things ,
and my Dad's facial expression that make my heart go crashing down deep .

I only asked my dad if i could buy another contact lens and wanted to take my ang pao money which my dad keep it at his drawer .

Previously , i taken once from my dad's drawer , and its my elder sis help me took out the cash .
I didn't touch the drawer . This happen quite long already . Its about 2 or 3 months ago .

Today , i asked my dad . My maid questioned me , why i took the money previously i never tell him .
Then i say i asked my elder sis to take , then my maid angrily say : '' you think your sister is the owner of the drawer is it ?! " then i argued and said its my sister who opened it and took out the cash , cause she was taking her bank book out there .

Then my maid keep accused me say i steal money from my dad's drawer . She didn't even care a single shit i say la . I explained and swear to god that i didn't steal already !

My maid keep accusing me and i turned to my dad and swear .. My dad just give that cold stare he always given through out this year .. And the BEST , he give a suspicious looked !!

From his expression i already knew that for all this year , there's no thing called ''Trust" from him to me ..

My heart really came crashing deep down .. Very deep down to the bottom of my heart ..
Am i really looked like a thief and a liar to them ?! Am i that despicable ?! Do i really need to lie to get money ?! Do i looked like a crooked to them ?! Or maybe there is no me in their heart ?

Family to me is a word "distant" in my heart .
No matter what i do , they are not satisfied .
To them , ME is just a liar , cannot be trusted , not worth caring child .
I know every parents love their own child ..
But the feelings they giving me when the day i was born out is that , i'm not being cared or loved .
Through out this years , i only remembered the pain , miserable , cold stare , the sarcasm in their words , no trust , no believing , bad comments , vulgarities from my sister , slaps from my maid .

Its like i have to try survive in sarcasm each day .
hoping everyday ends fast , hope they leave me alone .

No use whining anyway ..
No one in the family will help me though ..
Just have to bare with it alone ..
Hope no more slapping and scolding ..
Really hoping each day ..

habuzzzz~

2009-03-14T14:20:00.002+08:00

Walau ~
So bored at home siia .
Holiday just started jiu feel like no life liao !
Rott Rott Rott ~ XD

To chalet ;
Counting down to 17 Days !
Here i come :D
Party people !!

Soo crazyy ~

2009-03-13T17:27:00.013+08:00

On 10th march 2009 , Me , Max (JIE) , Alex ( Ah GONG) and Jonathan ( Ah POK) went out wandering XD

Picture taken @ Plaza Singapura mac :D

They see chiobu ahs ? Look untill like that ~ hahas !

Jon like blurred de -.- Alex looks so happy ~.~ rofl ~

ZOMG ~ Serious man ! LOLS !
Alex can you don't show THE ROCKS eyes ?! .____.

Siala ~ Jon and Alex damn serious siia ..
But then why they like want to uhm chio ahs ? XD LOL

Picture taken @ Plaza Singapura Ajisen :D

OMG ! They are so cute ! >,< Can i bring Max and Alex home ?? XD

I look so weird siia . Dont bring me home , Bring Max instead XP

Look at the Ala carte ~ yummy XDD

Look at the dessert OO so puddin-licious !! XD

Picture taken @ Esplanade toilets .__.

Pouting my mouth cause i block Max de face -.-

She make me have ponytails >.<

Now my turn XD She have it too :D

Love my Bestest Besties ! ; Crazy indeed ! ; Max , Alex and Jon [:
Anyway , we all enjoyed Outing together ! XD
We still have more crazyy things we haven do when outing !
Stay tuned for more .. ;D

backie people !

2009-03-13T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hey peoples ..
I'm back to blogging .

SCH'S OVER !
HOLIDAYS IS HERE !
WHOOSH ~

Damn happy and looking forward to CHALET !
Counting down to 18 days !

Soon holidays is over , I will be in my second year already ..
Grats to my class ; PU0804J !
HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS BACK SCH IN APRIL 14 ! XD

not forgetting my sister !!

2008-08-31T00:23:00.006+08:00

Well , took alittle fotos ((:

my CRAZYY PARTNERRR; candy ♥

my face abit weird; LOLS

my SISTERS; HK♥ & Tiang♥

I really damn enjoyed my b'day celebration !

althought i played whole day of pool ..

hahas .

but i really hope tht i can celebrate my b'day every year wid u guys !

widout u guys; ther is no fun , laughter and ME ..

Love u guys !!

my b'day cnt rock w/o u guys !! thnks !!

2008-08-30T23:26:00.013+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO ME !! ON 29 AUG 08 ((:

I'm seventeen ♥ !! whooshhhhh ~

I LOVE♥ U GUYS !!

Thanks for the celebration; greetings; and not forgetting the PRESENTS!!

Here are the prezzie i received XD

From; Zhang Lin

From; Ignatius [mr. banana><]

From; HK [bestie♥]

From; JW [bro]

From; Gek Tiang [nu-er♥]

From; Yi Ling [siiao sis XD]

From; Poh Lee; LJ; JY; Dad; Kenneth ..

From; HK

From; Candy [crazyy partner((:]

counting down liao XD

2008-08-26T19:55:00.002+08:00

Whhheeeeeessssssssssxxxxxxxxxxx XXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

damn bored today !!

siiiiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnssssssssssssss !!

PROJECT CUM EXAMS BOMBED MY HEAD SIIA !!

ROARS !!

PU0804J ~ JIA YOUS FOR SEPT EXAMS AND PHASE TEST !

Left 2 days lo ..

how would my b'day be celebrated lehs ? ><
i LOVE my FRENS ((:

today rocks like hell ! ><

2008-08-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

P.S. BROS!! Pls dun give me a PINK b'day !

NO ~~pink~~ billabong caps !
NO ~~pink~~ tee-shirt !
NO ~~pink~~ billabong polo tee !
NO ~~pink~~ shorts !
NO ~~pink~~ shoes !
NO ~~pink~~ hair bands !
NO ~~pink~~ nails !
NO ~~pink~~ lingeries ! [LAME lorhs]
NO ~~pink~~ wallet !
NO ~~pink~~ jacket !
NO ~~pink~~ hair !
NO ~~pink~~ contact lens !

Especially !! NO PINK KUEHS !! DAMN SCARY LAHS ! SO DUN BUY !
SERIOUSLY HATE PINK !

wan jiu give me all RED ! dun torture me wid PINK can ?
Roars ! Left 3 days liao lahs !

HOPE TO HAVE FUN ! ((:

I LOVE MY CRAZY PARTNER!

2008-08-24T21:24:00.007+08:00

Ytd when out and fun wid my crazy partner ; CANDY ♥!
Althought she is a bit ~~EMO~~ !
But den , its not a prob !

WE ARE STIL AS CRAZY AS WE ARE !
Hahas .

Here is me and HER ♥!!

In Clarke Quay ; ~~toilet~~ XD
jus LOVE having fun !
anyway , my b'day is jus 5 days away ! XD

heys ! I'm back !!

2008-08-24T21:21:00.002+08:00

I'm back guys !!
been having fun wid my ITE frens !!
hahas .
have been MIA for quite long .

Sch strtin sooon!

2008-07-06T00:12:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Sch strtin soon!
long holiday lehs.
bored of goin out and staying at home!
so borin.
but den o back sch also mus study.
siians also.
lols.

all frens.
cya back in sch! ^^

boreddd.siiians..damn! nth to do at all!! ARGHHH!

2008-06-27T02:56:00.002+08:00

SO BORED!

WAT THE FCUK! HAVEN BEEN GOIN OUT FOR 3 DAYS NIIA.
DEN ALREADY WAN TO DIE LERHS.
HW CAN THT BE?
LIFE CNT BE SO UNINTERESTING BAHS?
HAIZ. WAT TO DO NERHS?
I NEED GO OUT!
ANYBODY! SUGGESTION PLSSSSSSS~!

ROTTING LERHS. 救命啊！！！！

wat nw?

2008-06-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

Wat nw?
can i really give up on bball?
my frens tht is playing bball always wid me.
can i really stop goin to the place wher i always go?
wid fun and laughter and lots of bonding?
i really dno.
wat to do?
to go or nt to go.
tell me..

cnt dun care!

2008-06-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

Seriously. i cnt dun care their presense.
if i dun care abt them den tht means i not their frens liao.
i know wat i'm doin guys.
i knw for u guys u might think tht is a small matter.
wat for keepin up a big fuss over dis small matter.
but its no longer a small matter.
its abt keepin dis frenship tht we have for so long.
no matter hw many times we quarrelled, how many disagreement.
we are stil frens. but once they give us a feeling tht they are no longer like frens
and more like strangers.
i cnt leave dis thing alone anymore.
i wan the feeling tht we were as close before.
n nt like we choose to ignore u guys.
widout me in at metal ring will nt be any big diff.
so many ppls to play wid u guys.
anyway, hope tht u guys knew wat my motive is.
try to understand why i do dis for.
nt upsetting u guys. but let u knew wat has gone wrong.
its fun to play ther.
but more fun if they are back wid their new them in it.
no matter wat.
guys from sn2, dun get angry or upset of me.
its a choice i make n a decision i had set.
things changes as ppl changes.
well, dun asked anymore.'
nt much ppl understand though.
but after tht day.
it wil be a gd bye.