Take me some where far away. (Wednesday, February 22, 2012 / 10:59 PM)
Finally getting back on my blog.
Not much time to update though.
I have so much to speak in the past but yet, I'm still dwelling on my dad's death.
I used to be a talkative child and a friend.
But everything changes and I have to learn how to be independent.
It really sucks to be broke always.
Have to seriously start planning my cash properly.
I have too many things i wanna fulfill right now, need more time.
Not going to go further explaining what's my plan.
Just hope it will work then.
Ever since working at TOP, I have get lots of help from my colleague.
It's really nice working with them and joke with them.
Special thanks to Jam and Riz daddy.
If it was not them, I wouldn't lift my energy and emotion quickly after so many things that happen.
As for home, I really hope to leave as soon as possible.
Couldn't hear further more of these bullshit.
To dearest mum,
I have tried to forgive you even though i don't want to.
I apologized to you once just because I wanted my life back to normal without awkwardness and being seen as a transparent human being.
Just wanted to let you know, I don't fuckin' care with your existence anymore.
I have always thought you will change, what about now?
Dad left, you have your own life, My existence to you is just another invisible item.
I'm just giving face to stay so. You can call me a thick-skinned daughter or whatever, but until that day when I'm more stable with income, I will leave for good.
Thanks for the care you gave.
From your unfilial daughterLately, not really myself. But well, life goes on.
No point dwelling so much.
And I have been dreaming of
K lately too.
Is it a good thing or bad thing? Don't really understand.
Am really looking forward for my 21st.
Amazing that we don't have to die in year 2012. Haha. Jokes.
Tomorrow is CLEANSING DAY!
Time to throw those unwanted things away.
Erase it all.
Gonna finish my movie now.
Shall update soon.
Labels: I still miss you.
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