Back and broken . (Tuesday, July 20, 2010 / 3:46 PM)
I am back to posting though i might not post much .
Things isn't good these feel weeks as it had been seems quite like a hell already .
I have something to hold on yet , its hard to grab on to it .
That small wish i wanted to fulfill so much had became a nightmare for myself and for the others .
I felt that i have owe too much to those who care .
To eve , reno , jiawei , tianyi , yoshi , danny , kaixin , takeshi , jon bff , sara bs , ignatius and derick oppa :
Thanks for the care and concern you guys showed and participate in .
I really feel contented when you guys are there for me and cheer me up .
I have failed to be that pearlyn you guys knew .
But i will promised to stand up once again and change for the better .
I guess that , there isnt anything for me to hold on much longer .
Whatever the conversation that is brought up means nothing to him .
Whatever i said he wont listen , to him is all nonsense , like a mirror reflect .
No point of view . But still , i took the bad guy term , cause i cared .
But for now , i no longer have the position of voicing out again .
I gave up not because i am tired or don't love him , its that , we cant be the way back then .
I will walk my path by myself as i promised .
I wont cling on to what you already have .
Telling you this here , if you see it or not .
You have thought me something precious .
You are no longer mine to hold .
Be bliss and everyone will too .
Stop crying and be childish of the bickering .
I hate it all . You can do much better .
She will took care of you .
Its not all your fault cause both of us have a part to play .
You should know it yourself .
You now have everything , its just and exclude of me in that picture right now .
It will be a memories to keep and mistake to learn from .
Quarreling is just an excuse for us .
Face to face talk and truth will show up .
Disappearance of you doesn't solve the situation right now .
SO FACE IT !
I don't choose to walk out . but you make me do that just for your sake .
Ending your misery soon will be better .
I should throw away my shattered heart and replaced with a full metal heart .
I guess that , this is the last time i gonna shattered my heart for someone .
I am all done .
I have done my part .
Take care of yourself like you mean it .
Say goodbye to infatuated love
tags replies
LISHAN:
hahah then meet up soon lo! btw ur blog post so confusing ):
Pearl:
Alright xiaobai (:
Givan:
Relink
Pearl:
Re-linked :D
derick oppa:
get well soon dude:> waiting for u to on bt seems dat u nvr on for the whole night:X abit sian d~
Pearl:
thanks babe <: miss me isit ? haha . call me la . or text . Labels: Sayonara
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