Embracing the smile , laughter and joy .. (Sunday, October 4, 2009 / 1:20 AM)
Congratulation to my cousin ,
Jun yuan and his wife , Nita ,
HAPPY NEWLY WEDDS :DAttended their wedding on 2nd october ..
Its been such a long time since i ever seen my malaysian cousins ..
Well , i really miss them though (;
Although most of my cousins and relative thinks that i have change alot ..
Seriously yes .. Everyone see me as if a different person already ..
They miss me .. And i can feel it ..
Everyone was enjoying and having fun to max .
I brought up the atmosphere partly (:
No doubt i really enjoy hanging out with them .
I have lots of thoughts running thru my mind when i see them again .
Memories from that particular moment had make me think differently ..
I really see myself changing to the environment i am in ,
The people whom i see , the places i have go , the moments we had spent ..
I have really thought thru how my life would turn out and future path will be .
Its a tough route to go thru , but i hope at least i am not the only walking thru it ..
Hoping that at least i still had some friends and buddies to accompany me to walk thru the years .. Will there be any ? Are they willing to ? hmmm , i really dont know .. But what i know is that teddy and twinny is my closest buddies to me .. As long as i can see them happy and enjoying every moments , i am contented (: Even from far to see them smiling and laughing , those will be by best memories (;
I had drank quite alot of beers during the wedding dinner ,
but then i was not drunk .. Cause everything is still clear for me to see the memories i had stored in my heart ..
For the past eighteen years of my life , i never had an outing with my cousins to the club ..
But we did it after the wedding dinner is over (: This is the most happiest moments with m cousin , be it there is only one time happening ..
I do enjoy my day (: I never been to club before . But this would be the last (: and i mean it ..
Hmm , today , my child hood friends all gathered once more ..
Although not the full strength of them , but we still able to enjoy the moon cake festival celebration ..
Went to eat sushi buffet , then play pool and play candle ..
I went home after pool , never join them in candle playing ..
Kinda tired .. Plus going out with them always speng so much ..
Kinda regret ): But no choice . Once every festive season ..
I am not that closer to them though , cause i am always the one who cant make it cause of my family stuff .. In the clique , i am always the broke one . Thats why i dont wanna join them . Plus sometimes even been left out . But i dont really cares .
What i really hope now is to earn money soon ,
Really dont wanna owe many friends money ..
Money to me is a difficult word to see in my dictionary ..
I will return the money i borrowed soon to those who i owe .
I go sch just to pay off my debts to my friends .
I dont wanna owe any money already .. I feel so hopeless doing that .
Even if skipping off my breakfast , lunch and dinner , i will still pay them back rather then eat . No more pool , shopping or going for breakfast , lunch and dinner until i pay off the debts ! And i am serious bout it .. No breaking of the promises i had said ..
After i pay my debts off , then i will start doing or those again .
Sorry those who lend me so much money like teddy .. I will return you bit by bit .. So by then , teddy wait for me to pay you back .. Sorry ..
Lastly , i hope i can be a successful hairstylist in the future ..
Thats so much things i need to learn and discover . I will try my best in the carrer i have choosen .. Jia you to myself ba ..
For you guys info , i got a new haircut again .
Even shorter then now :X So those who cant accept how my hairstyle that would be keep changing then dont even say you like me .. I am not cute or pretty as you think .. I am normal k .. Be it whether you wanna call me butch or guy , i am fine with it . I dont care either .. So no point of demoralize my pride (: And dont regret to see me cause i never force you to .. Please kindly note this . Thanks .
TAGGES REPLIEDtwinny: ur teddy.. super fierce ._." scary sia LOL! the next time we see her. guess she shoot till head drop
Pearl:
hahaha . not really scary lar (: She is cute though xD Its ok de , i dont mind let her shoot de (: you be prepare first leh .. She shoot you more worst .____________."teddy: yesterday just let u guys di di siao siao first xDD . mye mood come back sure let u both die! wahaha
Pearl:
LOL ! i laugh laugh only xDD You both fight then funny siol ! hahah . nevermind lar .. I received all your bullet lar teddy xDDNadeline{{♥}}: I amm juxx a passer-by ~~ Taggiie
Pearl:
Lol ? so random siia .______."Will blog soon if i am able to use the modem or when i am free ..
Hope to hang out everyday and live to the fullest (:
Ciaos .
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