The past had been rewinded .. its a bad dream .. tell me that .. (Saturday, September 12, 2009 / 3:08 PM)
Why must it be me to be in this situation ?
The trust i given have turn out to be a nightmare .
Tell me its a dream .
Pull me away from this things .
I dont wish think back what had happen to my past .
But in the end it had been rewinded .
Can god tell me why it had to be this way .
I tried my best to everything to the best already ,
Be what my parents wanted as a 'good' and 'obedience' child ,
Be what they wanted me to .. Do the things they wanted .
Smile and enjoy everyday like i never think before .
Guess what ? This is how you treat me god .
I hate it . I really regret .
The
LIFE you gave me ..
I will endure just for the sake of my other friends and buddies .
Especially teddy ..I am not in the worst situation then her or others out there .
But make sure my past really slap real hard on my back and changed me to be more stronger person .
I am not the one who you think i am weak now .
I will prove . Not to others but just for myself .
Whatever it is . 18 years life sux to the core .
I will remember it . And its a reminisce to me .
Not going to say anymore .
TAGGES REPLIEDen: hahas kkz larr.. free jiu meet out lo.. BUT dun ask me to do de clock thingy again arr.. leg pain
Pearl: haha . yupps . waiting for you to ask me out lar . haha . i got time i will pester you to do de xD
teddy: LOL !! he got say cant de mehhs .. hmmmm
Pearl: no lar . but he not free always ma .. LOL !
LISHANNNNNNNNNNNNNN: i dont haf ur contact , u haf mine ? 8446**** de , if so text me ya. thanks ^-^
Pearl: is it ? ask from adele lo . she got . LOL .
teddy: jia you jia you !!!! ganbatte !!!!!
Pearl: thanks teddy . will try de ..
End it here ..Labels: stop the replaying . i hate it ..
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