Parents ? Family ? Understanding ? Farked them all ! nothing but shyt ! (Sunday, September 13, 2009 / 5:26 PM)
Am i suay or whatever shyt ?
Use modem yesterday kena scold .
Fark my sis lar .
Sorry not sis . is BITCH !
She heng i din beat her till jialat .
She is gonna repay that .
Phone return nevermind de . I dont need your filthy phone .
I hate everything in the house . Especially family !
All die ! I HATE ALL OF YOU !!
Teddy came my house .
I wan her feel not siian .
But stupid quarrels always she involved !
I really dont wish to let her hear all those .
I am so sorry teddy ! Super sorry to let hear all those craps ..
I owe you far too much .
I will repay your kindness and all , i swear ..
Mum came back scold me like shyt .
I fark care her words and all .
YOU GUYS OWE ME ! DONT EXPECT MUCH CHANGES IN ME . I WONT BE THE CHILD YOU ALL WANT ME TO DO ALREADY . YOU GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT SHYT .
Since they treat me as dogs , living like dog .
I will be the dog you guys wanted .
And i make sure you guys repay .
DOnt tell me what shyt you guys treat me good or what .
Shut up and die lar .
All those craps are for you guys to hear and say . I not your kind .
To my DAD .IF YOU WANTED TO REPEAT THIS SENTENCE '' I CAN BORN YOU OUT AND DESTORY YOU '' THAT MUCH . JUST SAY LAR HOR . MOCK AT MY WORDS AND WHAT I TRYINGTO TELL YOU . JUST CONTINUE . I TAKE CARE OF YOU , HELPING YOU TO DO THIS AND THAT . YOU ANGRY I DIAM DIAM . NOW YOU WANT TO MENTION ALL THE PAST OF MINE , THEN JUST DO IT .
AND ALSO , YOU ASK MY FRIEND TO BE WITNESS . I WILL MAKE SURE YOUR WORDS BE FULFILED ! YOU DONT MIND GOING JAILED JUST TO KILL ME ? I ALSO DONT MIND TO RETURN THE BODY AND SOUL BACK TO WHAT YOU CALLED FAMILY .
To my sis .STOP INTERFERRING IN THINGS YOU SHOULD NOT SAY .
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT SHYT .
SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND DO YOUR STUFF .
YOU LIKE TO ADD MORE SALT IN THE WOUNDS ?
I WILL MAKE SURE YOU SWALLOW THE WHOLE PACKET OF SALT , I WILL FEED YOU WITH MY OWN HANDS .
AND DONT FARKING UNDERSTAND ME , WHEN YOU DONT . YOU ARE ALWAYS THE APPLE OF THE EYE IN THEIR EYES . I RECEIVED EVERY CANES , BEATINGS , SCOLDINGS , SLAPPING FROM THEM FROM YOUNG . YOU WILL REGRET WHAT YOU COUNT FROM ME NOW !
To my maid .YOU BETTER SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH BITCH ! YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A MAID .
DONT LECTURE ME LIKE YOU KNOW WHO I AM . THE TORTURE YOU GAVE ME I WILL REMEMBER ALWAYS , AND YOUR THREATEN WORDS WHICH YOU SAY YOU WAN TO KILL ME FROM YOUNG ? BRING IT ON . I NOT THE PEARLYN YOU GUYS THINK I AM TO LET YOU GUYS BEAT AND SLAP .
YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU DO TO ME ONE DAY . I DONT USE MY HANDS TO RETURN ALL THOSE PAINFUL MEMORIES . THE GOD SHOULD KNOW . AND YOU DONT SERVE ME BUT MY DAD . MY DAD THROW TANTRUM AT YOU NOT ME . DONT BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING . MY SIS FARK CARE MY DAD . SAY DIE THEN DIE . IF MY DAD HAPPENS TO PASS AWAY , NOT MY FAULT BITCH !
To my mum .I RESPECT YOU SO MUCH . TELL YOU ALOT OF STUFF . SAY WANT TO BACK ME UP ALSO YOU SAY DE .
NOW YOU BACKSTABBED ME AND LEFT IN THIS STATE . I CLAPP MY HAND FOR YOU . YOU HAVE SUCCESSFULLY MAKE MY HATE YOU EVEN MORE . YOU OWE ME MUCH MORE THEN YOU EVER THINK . YOU LAGGING OF UNDERSTANDING TOWARDS ME . I DO WHAT YOU GUYS WANT ME TO DO , BE A GOOD CHILD YOU WANT . NOW YOU CHANGE ME TO A DEMON , I WILL NOT TURN BACK FOR YOU GUYS AGAIN . YOUR THREATEN NOT TO WORK AND ALSO SUICIDE ? JUST DO IT MAN . CUT THE CRAP . I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS STUPID FAMILY YOU GUYS SAID . WHAT SO NICE ABOUT FAMILY .
SHYT YOU ALL . YOU DONT ASSUME ALL MY FRIENDS ARE BAD . YOU GUYS KNOW NOTHING BOUT MY FRIENDS . DONT ASSUME YOU BORN ME OUT MEANS YOU KNOW EVERYTHING . DONT USE MONEY TO BRIBE MY CONSCIENCE AND TRUST . I AM NOT LIKE MY SISTER . MONEY FACE . YOU GOT 17 YEARS TO PAY BACK WHAT I HAVE I LOST AND HURT . NOW THEN YOU STARTED TO TREAT ME GOOD ? FORGET IT MUM . I LOST MY RESPECT TO ALL OF YOU GUYS . I NOT THE CHILD YOU THINK I AM .
SORRY TEDDY FOR MY PARENTS RUDENESS TOWARDS YOU , AND ALL THE THINGS THEY ASK YOU TO DO . FARK CARE THEIR WORDS . ITS NOTHING MY SHYT . THANKS FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEED YOU ! SHARE STUFF WITH ME AND ENJOY HANGING OUT (: I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DO .. JIA YOU TOGETHER BA TEDDY (:If i found a stable job already , i save enough money .
Then it will be a GOODBYE shyt family to you guys !
Leaving the house is what i am looking forward now . Be prepared .
Not turning back anymore .
The scar you guys left me is nothing compared to my hatred towards you guys .TAGGES REPLIEDteddy: even if he busy . he still can wake u up de mahhs .. just like tat time 11 plus !!!!! omg !!!
Pearl: haha . ya lar . i know . sms ma . rofl ~
BRIANXD: PEARLYN, WELL SAID> THIS IS THE GLORY I WILL GIVE YOU. THE RESPECT AND THE FULL SUPPORT.
Pearl: thanks .
BRIANXD: THIS FAMILY IS WORTHLESS. TRUST YOUR FRIENDS IS BETTER THAN RUINED YOUR LIFE FOR THEM. GET THIS RIGH
Pearl: Orhs . ok .
twinny: relax hur twnny.... don so stressed up :)
Pearl: thanks eh . relax abit le (:
Ciaos !
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