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I'm quite Sociable and loves making new friends :3
Oh well, I BITES randomly :D
Hoho! Can't wait to turn 21!
Single yet not available.

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Cause of blame is me again ): (Wednesday, June 17, 2009 / 11:11 PM)

Tml is the day i shall take a huge responsibility in taking care of my dad and house chores .
Plus this Sunday , my sis going on vacation to Hong Kong and Macau and will be back on Thursday .
Leaving me to handle everything on my own . No one to help .

Today was the last day i can go out and hang around for awhile .
From morning , i was ask by maid to buy cough medicine and some pills .
Then buy breakfast for my dad and return home .

Went out with yiling to meet some friends at Jurong point @ 2plus.
Slack around and went off at about 4plus .
I was given a certain timing to be back home cause my maid is going to take her air tickets @ 5.30pm .
I departed from JP to Bedok and reach about 5 plus going 6pm .

I received a message from my maid saying that she will kill me and hate me and stuff .
My prepaid was damn low , and i called back using yiling's phone .
Explaining to my maid why i late . But was curse and blame for everything .
Cause i left my dad alone at home . But i din purposely did it but i did rush as fast as i can .
I din reach home in time cause my sis wanted me to help her buy a bag .
She is so free yet she ask me help her . In the end , was to blame and curse for everything .
Din have time to buy her bag , rushing home , dad was alone for an hour .

Reach home @ 6.30pm , saw dad's friend with him and left as soon as i reach home .
Saying many apologies to my dad . And he replied : '' You are very dangerous person leh .."
Dont know what to reply , i just do my stuff . I know he is suoer disappointed in me but i dont wanna explain already . They wont listen anyway ..

Maid came back at 8pm , started cursing me , blame me , scold me .
I dont wish to reply any or argue with her . Whatever i have explained is like thrown into the dustbin .
But soon after i bathe finish , she asked me to arrange my dad's medicine for the morning for two weeks .
But she din tell me what to arrange . I asked her but she was still angry and ask me sought it myself .
She added , whatever you want to do to your dad just let you be la , your make your father die also not my problem . I heard it i nearly cry . It wasnt my fault to be late though . But she doesnt care .. And added , "your dad wants to die because of YOU ! Always dont want to listen , if he something happen then is all your fault ! "
I was stabbed right thru the heart . Feel like crying but i stopped .

Then later I picked up the medicine box and try soughting out . But was kena scolded by her again and said i was stupid and brainless . Keep saying i am the one to blame for my dad's situation for having fever .
And kept saying that i was trying to kill my dad and stuff . Was uber sad and not happy already . What she want me to do ? I tried already right ? I wanna explain but she doesnt wants to hear . All the blames was throw at me . Leaving me more blames to myself . I hold my tears and carry on soughting out . But she blame me thru out for being stupid and stuff and help me with the soughting .

After finishing soughting , she cursed and blamed and scolded me for the whole night .
I try not to care . But the words are pierced right thru my heart . More uber sadness .
When morning came , guess that i will be all myself to do all the stuff . Hope nothing went wrong .
Have to geng after 2 weeks before she came back .

Just have to do my part properly and carefully .
Morning must wake up early . Gonna be independent now .
Wish myself luck then .
Ciaos .