I don't need your approval for my
Existence
suddenly i'm famous
and people knew my name

PhotobucketHey hey. My name is Pearlyn. I'm a hyper active creature whom you don't wanna mess with me either :D
I'm quite Sociable and loves making new friends :3
Oh well, I BITES randomly :D
Hoho! Can't wait to turn 21!
Single yet not available.

Make Wishes Out of Airplanes.
★Red Contact Lens
★Wrist , Ankle , Neck , Finger Tattoos
★Canon Cam
★Have a great 21st birthday
★Stable Career
★Learn Hairstyling
★Be a Hairstylist
★Independent and Live alone
★More Clothes

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you are someone
special
my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile
i don't know for sure
where this is going

→Adriel
→→AhJon
→→→Aldrich
→Brian
→→Candy
→→→Cassandra
→Christine
→→Darren
→→→Donovan
→Hwee Tiang
→→Hwei Khim
→→→Genesis
→Gerald
→→Givan
→→→Guo En
→Jasmin
→→Jerad
→→→Jia Ji
→Jia Wei
→→Jin Yee
→→→Joanna
→Junze
→→Kuan
→→→Lishan
→Maxine
→→Miao Qi
→→→MilaMohd
→Nicholas Tay
→→Nicholas Ng
→→→Phoebe
→Priscilia
→→Ricky
→→→如玉
→Selin
→→Shurn Heng
→→→Tze Charn
→William
→→Yan Mei
→→→→Yi Cheng
→Yi Ling
→→Yi Linqq
→→→HCSK
→SHE-SCRAPPED
→→P-Closet
→→→DIVA
don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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Curse Life ☆ (Friday, March 27, 2009 / 2:13 PM)

What family means to me ??
I feel nothing from them .
My memories of them is like a dark sky .
There are patches of clouds here and there in the dark sky ,
the patches of clouds are the happy things we did together and having fun .
But the dark sky represents the unhappiness that i have from them , criticism , scoldings , glares , not satisfied and many unhappy things .
My happiness from them is just as thin as the clouds , it will disperse away any moment .
Leaving the ruthless dark sky for me .

Last night , my sis quarrel with me .
She can't sleep she blame me , she shouted at me .
Throwing a din in the middle of the night .
Awaking my parents and maid , now it started again .
Everything was me to take the blame .
No matter what explanation won't help .
In fact , i din evoke her . But she can do whatever shit she wants .
Throw tantrum , pick fights with me , making me the sin of everything related to her .

I have enough of unfairness and bias .
I am more like a dog or maid to them in the family .
Its been years for since i have any peace in my mind .
Sick and tired of hearing sarcasm , disputes , criticism in the house .
Not even one of them help me .
No one even cared .
Why bother to bring me up ?!
The tortures is enough .

Going out is wrong , working is wrong , staying home is wrong .
WHAT THE FUCK THEY WANT FROM ME !??????????
Can they just fucked care me ?!

If i could , i would leave here forever and never return home .
Since i am not part of their family , what for having me here .
My dad said this morning , if he is dying soon , he is going to pull me with him .
Wow ! My dad want me to die . That's what i owe him right , the life they given me .
I really hope they take away my life faster . Then i will not have to suffer .
Then whole family will be damn happy and open party ! ha ha . .

I'm pathetic and useless .
No wonder they hate me .
ha ha ha . . .
Living with criticism everyday ..
Awaiting for the ending ..
God , please save me ..