boreddd.siiians..damn! nth to do at all!! ARGHHH! (Friday, June 27, 2008 / 2:56 AM)
SO BORED!WAT THE FCUK! HAVEN BEEN GOIN OUT FOR 3 DAYS NIIA.DEN ALREADY WAN TO DIE LERHS.HW CAN THT BE?LIFE CNT BE SO UNINTERESTING BAHS?HAIZ. WAT TO DO NERHS?I NEED GO OUT!ANYBODY! SUGGESTION PLSSSSSSS~!ROTTING LERHS. 救命啊！！！！
wat nw? (Thursday, June 26, 2008 / 12:11 AM)
Wat nw?can i really give up on bball?my frens tht is playing bball always wid me.can i really stop goin to the place wher i always go?wid fun and laughter and lots of bonding?i really dno.wat to do?to go or nt to go.tell me..
cnt dun care! (Sunday, June 22, 2008 / 11:28 PM)
Seriously. i cnt dun care their presense.if i dun care abt them den tht means i not their frens liao.i know wat i'm doin guys.i knw for u guys u might think tht is a small matter.wat for keepin up a big fuss over dis small matter.but its no longer a small matter.its abt keepin dis frenship tht we have for so long.no matter hw many times we quarrelled, how many disagreement.we are stil frens. but once they give us a feeling tht they are no longer like frensand more like strangers.i cnt leave dis thing alone anymore.i wan the feeling tht we were as close before.n nt like we choose to ignore u guys.widout me in at metal ring will nt be any big diff.so many ppls to play wid u guys.anyway, hope tht u guys knew wat my motive is.try to understand why i do dis for.nt upsetting u guys. but let u knew wat has gone wrong.its fun to play ther.but more fun if they are back wid their new them in it.no matter wat.guys from sn2, dun get angry or upset of me.its a choice i make n a decision i had set.things changes as ppl changes.well, dun asked anymore.'nt much ppl understand though. but after tht day.it wil be a gd bye.
too much disappointment. (Saturday, June 21, 2008 / 11:42 PM)
U guys have given me so much disappointment.i got bad attitude n so do u guys.sry to say tht but i seriously dunno who u guys anymore.the laughther, the togetherness n all the fun has faded.u guys have changed so fast in jus two to three days.so tell me, wat do u guys wan me to do?jus because of getting more challenges from pros out ther other den metal ring,u guys can changed yr self totally?Frens tht u guys knew are not tht impt anymore?or should i say tht we are too weak n cnt be yr challengers?or we are jus too weak to play against u guys?why are we so gloomy u asked?have u ever thought wat u guys do or did when u guys asked?have u ever thought wat are we thinkin?do u ever wanna knw?the thrill of playing wid pros is wat matters.so u think tht izzit?den wat for bother to come back to metal ring n play wid us NOOBS?u guys changed so fast tht even us as yr frens dun feel tht we belong ther.we knw u guys like challenges. like to play wid pros. we dun mind.but wat minds us is yr rapid changes in yrself n the way u guys playing wid us is more like strangers to us.more agressive, more corky as u guys are playin.we might nt be pros. but we enjoy every bball games we played.do u guys choose whch matches do u guys enjoyed?i bet u guys are!if u guys think tht playing bball is jus getting more professional, getting more pro, getting pros to play wid u den i dun think u guys understand the meaning of playing bball.playing bball is to get the fun of playin n also knwing yr members well so tht when the more u play, as a team, we feel more professionals n more teamwork.do u guys ever knw wat we were thinking abt?u neva asked? hw we tell. u guys din even bothered to ask.damn disappointed wid u guys.i wun say anymore.choice is yrs.wun force u to decide.find a way to turn the tables ard.or i shall back off from metal ring n neva step in again.decision is yrs.dis above msg is for Wayne, KF n KC[if he does bother,as if]ther is stil one last day left.i shall execute my last plan.see it for yr self.n its my goodbye to SN2 metal ring.memories playin wid so many ppl n knowing u guys from ther.i wun forget. the meeting is fun n memorable.u guys make me like bball.n likes to come dwn often because of u guys.guys who came dwn to play at metal ring.thnks for the fun n laughter.sry to tell u guys tht dis wil be a gdbye soon.wun forget u guys n all.takcares.hope u guys rmb me too.for all sn2 players.
HAPPY B'DAY SIS! (Friday, June 20, 2008 / 7:14 PM)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!!!Today is my sis birthday!i delicate to her a birthday song!HAPPY B'DAY TO SISHAPPY B'DAY TO SISHAPPY B'DAY TO SIS~HAPPY B'DAY TO SISMAY YR DREAMS COME TRUE SIS!N FASTER FIND A BF!HAHAS.
心痛我也不管了！ ( / 3:18 PM)
Dis few days ny temper sux.i'm beginning to forget how am i as i was before.i really dunno who am i nw.forgetting my usual n nt accepting dis me nw.i wan ans.i need to knw.i reall wan knw it nw.i beginning to get upset everynw n den.and also flung-in my temper quite fast.i really wan someone to tell me.am i getting more lost or am i jus trying to run away from things?i getting to make alot of ppl sicked and tired of my dis stupid attitude.i tried to cool dwn.but it does'nt help.i dunno how to explain wat i was thinkin dis few days.i feel sux.really sux.nth seems to be rite.i'm jus turnin useless.heartache. sadd.heart sinking.haiz.wat's wrong wid me?告诉我为设么好吗？这种无法放下心的感觉已近让我无法理解现在的自己了！世界完全没有了颜色。怎么彩，怎么涂，怎么拼命的上色也没办法把我的是借给恢复原来的彩色世界。我看见的是黑白色的世界。遗忘了我自己，遗忘周围的事物。我敢肯定我不是原来的自己了。怎么变回原来的自己我也不会。谁能教我呢？我看，我只能等你的出现来改变我了。不管多久，我想，我只能这么做了。等待你的到来是我欲望的。我相信你的出现会改变我的想法。我会等你的。
damn emoo (Monday, June 16, 2008 / 9:24 PM)
Trust me. i dun look like i'm damn happy always.behind my back, i'm jus a shattered glass.brking into pieces n cnt stick it back.alot of things happen.nth is smooth sailing.brkin dwn behind my true self n cnt control the tears.i jus wanna forget everything.relax myself n enjoy,but smth always seems to block my way from getting my peace.mind swirling, heart brkin, head tearing.felt so emo. dun feel like doin anything,jus staring out of the window.thinkin, "when will i freed myself from dis unknown place?"wondering, "how many of my frens understand me well?"oor should i say i knw them as much they knw me?tired of thinkin.jus wanting to knw.who really could understand me?i not as strong as i look.wher is the shoulder tht i needed to relax my mind from all dis?or i dun even deserve to lend or need a shoukder?emo.saddness.depression.tears.heart brkin.maybe all dis suits me.but who ever knw i'm like tht.ther is saddness behind my smile and laughter.have u discovered yet?or maybe u dun even wan to know?i guess. dis is up to u guys to decide.discover my another self or jus leave it dis way.i'm not caring anymore.choice is yrs.
i'm BACK! (Sunday, June 15, 2008 / 1:24 PM)
Yos all.i'm back!for so long neva update..rott liao.wahahas.well!!today is FATHER'S DAY!!n my daddy is back home from hospital last mon.lols!so happy^^wheeesx..Lastly!WISHING ALL FATHERS IN THE WORLD AHAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
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